It's...been a lot for me to get used to, too. Even now, I can only discuss it so casually because Cordis helps me relax and not get embarrassed or flustered as easily. But, as much as I'm still adapting, I think it's better this way.

I used to feel like my dirty mind meant...something was wrong with me. That if people found out, they'd think I was some kind of sick pervert. Then I talked to some people here and found out that other people from my country had the same fear. Even if it's something common, if society pressures people to be secretive about it, it can wind up seeming like something that's wrong with you.