text | un: no1bananaslut

[coralroot]

hey i usually do video or whatever but i've straight up spent the last couple of hours just crying and eating ice cream

and uh

shit gets really dark so here we go?

has anyone else had to deal with

like before i came here i made a deal with some kind of

entity?

for power? idk i don't remember the details

and i got some sweet stuff but then i had to live out the same three months that came after OVER AND OVER

you don't understand

every time the three months were over i'd just go straight back to the first day of those 90 days like nothing happened

i kept seeing my friends die and then at the end of the cycle they came back which was nice until they kept DYING AGAIN

i died myself like 80 times

the first time i thought it would be over but NOPE, BACK ON DAY ONE AGAIN

the second time i literally jumped off a cliff to see if it would happen again AND IT DID

there's a lot i don't remember

none of my actions had consequences anymore

my mind went some really weird places then

like i could just straight up murderize everyone in a village and it's not like they're REALLY dead, so whatever

we talked a lot about birthdays, right?

i don't even know how old i'm supposed to be anymore

am i just 17 forever?

am i like hundreds of years old now?

does it even matter?

anyway sorry idk where i'm going with this