And I would take it all back if I could, but I can’t. I can’t ever change that day, I can’t ever have Jiang Yanli back, I will never have Jiang Cheng’s trust. She was my family too... she was my Shijie, and I never wanted to hurt her, or take her husband away.
But there is nothing we can do. We can live here and appreciate the miracle we are given.
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[So his literally past life.]
And I would take it all back if I could, but I can’t. I can’t ever change that day, I can’t ever have Jiang Yanli back, I will never have Jiang Cheng’s trust. She was my family too... she was my Shijie, and I never wanted to hurt her, or take her husband away.
But there is nothing we can do. We can live here and appreciate the miracle we are given.
Time just makes the pain get bearable.