I've tried that from the start. It seemed to be working fine at first so I don't know what went wrong.
[Granted he purposefully acts out to make anyone who gets too close despise him, even people who threaten to be "friends". And for as lonely as some part of him acknowledges that he feels he also doesn't regret it.]
I don't care if it hurts, I'm fine with pain. I just hate feeling like I'm not in control of myself.
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[Granted he purposefully acts out to make anyone who gets too close despise him, even people who threaten to be "friends". And for as lonely as some part of him acknowledges that he feels he also doesn't regret it.]
I don't care if it hurts, I'm fine with pain. I just hate feeling like I'm not in control of myself.