[Zohvin hadn't been entirely truthful on that point. He wasn't actually military, but he was another kind of warrior, so it was close enough to fool most people. That was why he he used that excuse.]

What's ever going to be fully to my liking? If I had a choice between going back and being stuck here, I think I'd choose this. A life of service doesn't mean anything if it doesn't give you a chance to live.

I learned long ago that you can still miss things that weren't good for you.