text | un: fantasma

[teaserving]

been sitting on this awhile

i know i told a handful of you but i also admit i don't know all of his friends
anyway
mohammed avdol isn't here anymore

i dont want your pity just so we're clear
that's it

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[getstoned]

that’s so surreal since I was just texting with him
i know you don’t want pity, but i also know this sucks on a major level
the two of us don’t really talk but if you ever need a distraction we could chill

[hagrides]

Is my sympathy acceptable, my friend?

[teaserving]

how do you think i feel we lived otgether

my ideas of distraction are kind of shit right now
what did you have in mind?

[teaserving]

i
yeah
that's fine

thanks.

text | j.valentine

[torsion]

I know.

[getstoned]

I can’t even fuckin imagine

We could bust up some virtual goblins
It’s both violent and safe for everyone around us tbh

There’s also shopping because new clothes and makeup make a world of difference
Even if things still suck I’d at least like to look good through the process

I try to avoid drinking during bad times because I want to keep alcohol as a fun time thing

text, un: rosaceae

[roseblooms]

If I promise not to offer pity, will you permit me a question?

I've heard that people leaving this place is somehow tied to a sudden reduction in chroma. Is that true?

[teaserving]

too late for me on the alcohol

i could use some makeup we didnt snag any on the way out

[teaserving]

yeah you sure do

[teaserving]

i've heard a bunch of theories
it's hard to tell. when someone disappears, it's sudden
and the scientists have no specific answer either

[torsion]

You wan to take some time off? I can handle things around the office.

[teaserving]

i dont know
i dont want to sit around thinking
at least work gives me something to do

[torsion]

Okay. If you change your mind, let me know.
If things are too quiet, we can take off to Amegahara. Make some connections and look around.

[teaserving]

yeah. ok. sounds good to me.
wouldn't be bad to make sure they know they have options too.

[roseblooms]

I see. So perhaps that belief I mentioned — the rumor about a lack of chroma — is just an attempt at finding meaning in a phenomenon for which no real meaning exists. That's...hardly comforting.

The man who left was someone important to you, I gather?

[getstoned]

to each their own I have no judgements
but I hope you’re at least not resorting to wine in a can again

oh shit for real? I could pick you up some of the good stuff
I mean you’re just staying next door right??
Any specific shades you’re looking for? You def rock the purples, I think blues would be good

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[grilletto]

what do you want for dinner?

[teaserving]

black and purple are my default but you know what fuck it
let's experiment

[teaserving]

ugh i don't know
if you're gonna do take out just don't make it italian

[teaserving]

"bad shit happens" is the only real meaning
i figured i'd be used to it but even i surprise myself

he was my husband
and where he's going he's gonna be a dead man
so you know
not great

[grilletto]

no italian
got it
you gotta pick something because
i’m not gonna be held responsible if you don’t like it
we could do chinese or something i guess

[ this is how he’s gonna make you engage abbacchio, sorry ]

[getstoned]

I got you
We’re going all out on this
I’m even getting nail polish and a few manicure sets to try out

[roseblooms]

I see. I'm sorry for your loss — no pity, merely condolence.

I won't take up any more of your time, then. Unless you would welcome a distraction provided by an uninvolved stranger, in which case I don't mind obliging you.

[teaserving]

fuck yes
you spoil me

[teaserving]

well.
thanks i guess

depends on the distraction
you got something in mind?