loudmouths: (🌟 fool me once shame on you)
asano ❝ghostfucker❞ keigo ([personal profile] loudmouths) wrote in [community profile] prismatica 2020-10-22 04:19 am (UTC)

un: kei5 (wow sorry for tl;dr)

[ all of this... is extremely Relevant to him. and he doesn't like it. ]

haha, i actually ... came here from another place entirely

[ ... wait ]

err, what i mean is, the place i was in before prismatica was another place where i'd been taken there against my will, across like... universes? i guess? or whatever

some of the people who were there with me came along here, somehow

some of them didn't remember at first, others it was like we never parted

but all in all... i don't really know how to answer this stuff... though i do know what you mean. your home is your home, but the longer you spend away from it and the longer you're settled in a new place, the more that the new place becomes "home". leaving it gets harder and harder to think about

i miss my friends from home. but i've also been gone for about 3 years... it's really weird to think back on my hometown and the last thing i was doing there before i got ripped out of my life and thrown into space... it's like... that person isn't me anymore. not just due to aging and stuff, but going back now, after everything i've been through, seems more scary than staying here forever because i don't know if i could get used to it again

i guess what i will say, no matter what happens, i don't want to forget any of it. forgetting it means forgetting people i love... and if we were to part...

i'd rather live with the pain than not. because those memories are important.

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