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[Wataru pops up on the video with a big grin, a white dove settled contentedly on his shoulder.]

Greetings, my fellow citizens! I come to you today with two urgent requests, and while it humbles me to make them, I'm doing it nonetheless! In the interest of getting what I need, I'll also get right to the point.

For the first request, I'm interested in gathering connections to other musicians and performance-inclined individuals for a small project. A tiny one. Oya? You're worried? Definitely nothing to concern yourselves over! I know of a few others, but if you introduce yourselves to me directly we can avoid all kinds of delays. I'm especially interested in other idols, and in genres other than what I personally am accustomed to performing. Shown here.

[He plays a song with his acquired music box, just for about forty-five seconds or so as he hums along, then shuts it off and laughs.]

Ah, now... [He sets the box back aside, then takes the bird from his shoulder and pets her gently.] ...The second matter is a little more delicate. I think this has to do with my Moonblessing! I'm absolutely famished at all times during this moon, and especially starved for... Fufufu, well, it's contact I'm starved for! Chroma is a precious thing, and I can't seem to get enough. It's as simple as agreeing to meet up and hold my hand for a while, you see! We'll discuss things, or perhaps we could see a movie, or a play? I could sing to you!~ Magic tricks are my forte, as well, and I'd be happy to show you some of those. Look! One, Two, Amazing☆!

[He pets the white dove once, twice, then nudges her up into flight as a rose blooms where she just sat on his hand. She comes back to land on his shoulder, unfazed.]

See? Just as simple as that. So I'll pay you in entertainment, and you'll give me some companionship! Nothing simpler. Age isn't a factor, or anything else. I'm quite known to love entertaining people of all ages, and I dare say all races and species!

[He doesn't even look embarrassed as he reaches the end of his request, and he grins broadly. This man has NO shame.]

There you have it~ Until next we meet, I'll remain your very own Wataru Hibiki☆~!

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I believe in more common parlance, it would be "Snow White". The fairest in the land! A maiden of perfectly pristine quality, but with an inner warmth that radiates to the world.

[It's a compliment!]

[This is ridiculous. This back and forth. They ought to get on with it.

So Wataru reaches for Ritsu's chin and holds it steady, then leans in to press his lips to the vampire's.]

[Wataru is out of control, and that small smile warms him right up. It makes him feel hungrier, though, to the point where he's the one who actually has to look away. He's glad Natsume is here. He's glad for all the others here, too, but Natsume feels more like home than a lot of them. He's safe. And Wataru is now thinking about curling up close with him and enjoying some chroma generation... Which makes the elder idol laugh slightly.]

Don't look at me like that right now. It's the worst, not being able to reach out to people.

[Honestly, he was just stubborn far too much at times.

Then the kiss earns a small sound, he was so hungry that he melts against those lips.]

[The other looking away doesn't escape Natsume's perceptive gaze and he tilts his head.]

I didn't mean to make you uncomfortABLE. And I understand that difficULTY, but... [He pauses uncertainly for a beat, face reddening and brows drawing together in an expression that's both stubborn and determined as he turns his teacup on in his hands for a few moments.]

I don't want to assume your preferENCES, but even if you would just like to hold hands to help satiate yourself for a short while I wouldn't refUSE. It would be preferable to you falling ill or WORSE.

[Wataru blinks a bit, and looks back to Natsume. It's kind of him to offer. A small smile blooms on Wataru's face, and he wishes he hadn't made Natsume make such a concerned expression.]

I'll fall ill, will I? I somehow conveniently forgot that part. Still, if it's obligation or something like it, I might feel bad for doing it. You understand, right? I don't want to trouble the people I...

[He can say this he's allowed to say this he worked hard to become a person who can say this.]

...the people I love. If you're offering, and you won't hold it against me, I'm in no position to refuse, don't get me wrong! You're right, I'll get sick or worse. But at the same time... well, while I would thoroughly enjoy being close to you, could you even say it goes both ways?

[He puts his tea down.]

Does that sound desperate? I should've dressed it up.

[What on earth could "more than met him" mean... Oh well, it's no matter.]

Fufu. Even just through a video like this, you have a strong presence. I'll be looking forward to it.

[Whether that's on a screen or on stage!]

I can't say it's my forte, but I've had roles with my unit here and there. It's fun to play characters so different from myself, so I can see where your love for acting comes from.

[Natsume frowns a little more. A part of him does understand that concern over someone offering moonlacing simply out of obligation, but at the same time in his current living situation he rarely finds himself wanting anymore.]

I wouldn't hold trying to survive against YOU, Wataru-niisan. After ALL, you're the one who sacrificed yourself so I could live ON.

[He almost looks hurts that Wataru would imply he wouldn't enjoy it, only managing to reign in his expression at the last moment. Instead he just lowers his gaze to his tea, finishing the remainder before slowly setting the cup onto the table.]

You don't have to dress up your words on my accOUNT. But what you would like is up to YOU.

[And Wataru frequently finds himself wanting. He hates to rely on others, absolutely can't stand it, but his pride and discomfort are more easily set aside for someone he cares about. Like Natsume, though, he won't dream of assuming that his fellow Eccentric would choose physical intimacy of any kind with him when he ducks away from affection frequently.

He's supposed to be strong. Especially in front of Natsume, gosh. But... there comes a time for honesty, especially when presented with potentially falling ill.]

Here's the dilemma, though it's hard to tell you. What do they call it? The hedgehog's dilemma? [A little laugh.] No, not quite. It's that I somewhat despise the thought of physical intimacy with people I don't dearly care for... yet, I also fear letting those dear people know I want that very thing. Hence, this foolish Wataru Hibiki is wasting away.

Is she from a play, too?

[ She's curious now! Wataru is so interesting. ]

A wish, is it...

[He laughs softly. He wants to know it. Of course he does... His eyes sparkle from the moisture they still hold, and he tucks himself neatly against Wataru's body, enjoying the closeness. Wataru's warmth is enough to chase away the chill of the night air, even this high up, and it feels like he's soaring, even if he's not focused on the view around them again yet.]

I do want to know, but you won't tell me, will you? That's unfair, Wataru. If you've caught me, though, then please hold on tight. ♪

[It's true that while Natsume can put on a good act for cameras and his clients or fans he actually isn't very fond of socializing or people. He values his free time and personal space and finds it difficult to handle groups, and his own personality makes it difficult to balance maintaining this space and not becoming too lonely. But there are some people who he's able to handle affection from easier, and for all his complaints the only reason he usually shies away from the affection of his senpais is embarrassment. Not actual dislike.]

I am familiar with THAT, yes...

[He opens his mouth as if he's about to say something else, but then closes it again. It's frustrating that the other still feels that sort of apprehension, but he's also frustrated that he can't find the right words for a spell to help the other.

Natsume bites his lower lip, letting out a determined huff before he moves over to sit next to Wataru and takes one of his hands.]

Then you understand.

[He says it even as he watches Natsume act, and it fills Wataru with warmth and optimism. They're both having a hard time saying this, which is silly, but it's Wataru's struggle here. He can be bolder with people he doesn't know quite as well. But with Natsume, he wants to be careful. He cares a great deal for the younger idol, and he wouldn't dream of making him actually uncomfortable. It's good that he makes the first move, then.

Natsume takes his hand, and Wataru squeezes his in return, looking to his kouhai's face.]

As long as you're not forcing yourself~. [Maybe he's teasing now. He reaises his free hand and runs it along the side of Natsume's head, then down, along his jaw, and beneath his chin. There's little bursts of joyous chroma as he does so, and Wataru is visibly pleased.]

And this?

[Wataru holds him, gently and fiercely, protecting Eichi from the world just this once. They're far away from reality and people and obligation, and they can simply exist together, just like they've both wanted for a while. His lips press against Eichi's forehead, and he runs a hand up into soft blonde hair.]

If I told you, it might slip from my grasp. And here, right when its on the very cusp of coming true? No, I wouldn't dare jinx it. I'll hold you so tightly you don't see anything or anyone else. I'll be your Wataru Hibiki until the end.

Don't be ridiculOUS. I don't do thinks I don't want TO.

[He hates few things more than being manipulated or forced into situations that he can't control, so he's telling the truth in that he wouldn't be doing this if he didn't want to. But that doesn't make it easier.

When Wataru's fingers trail over his face Natsume has little option but to let their eyes meet, trying to keep his expression neutral and force back the slight flush and rush of warmth the contact brings. Instead he does his best to remain composed, just raising an eyebrow and tilting his head.]

... What about IT?

If anything slips away...

[Wouldn't it be Wataru? No, that's not right, but he still feels that worry, even with the hand in his hair and the lips against his forehead. It's so warm. He's comforted, but he's still afraid. Of course he is. He clutches tighter at Wataru.]

No, let's not worry about anything slipping away. If it would help you feel secure, then don't tell me. Let's express ourselves like this, instead. This quiet moment is reserved for just the two of us. Not us as fine, or as any other titles... but as us.

Whatever it is worrying you, though, Wataru... I hope you realize that you're precious to me. For me, even being held like this in your arms brings me so much joy that it's like I'm floating even without this balloon... Please continue to cuddle close, and spoil me with those kisses of yours.

[And ducking his head, he kisses at Wataru's nose, cutely.]

I love you, you know? I've said that already, but it seems as though you'd like even more attention, so allow me to shower you in it however I can. Compliments, touches, kisses of my own... They won't be enough, but I can at least try to get that message across.

Good!

[He winks, sure now on his feet so to speak, feeling his spirits lifted with the warmth of the chroma. There's still a little uncertainty in his heart about whether or not he should be relying on Natsume in particular, or rather leaning on him, but they're fellow Eccentrics and if they don't stick together, who will? That, and the little touch of a flush in Natsume's cheeks is weirdly satisfying right now.]

I thought you wouldn't like being touched like this, but you are making a pretty good face right now. What if I got closer?

[Can Natsume forgive a rather parched Wataru for pushing his luck...?]

[Why, that he's met him on more than one occasion and they've become friends! Mind out of the ~~accurate~~ gutter, Sougo!]

It is fun, isn't it? To bring something from a page, and words, right into people's hearts and imaginations! It's a thrill unparalleled. Anyway, I keep wondering how idols work in different places; I've been thinking on it since I got here. We primarily sing and dance and perform that way, but I'm well known for adding a theatrical touch, and I assist with the acting course as well as with my own Theater Club's productions.

[Of course it was silly of him to expect Wataru to not notice his flush and call it out, but he still can't help but grow a little embarrassed and indignant regardless. Despite himself he does redden a little more, even though he does break eye contact and glance away stubbornly.]

I have no idea what you're talking abOUT, this is the face I always MAKE.

[His fingers tighten around the other idol's just a little though, even as he continues to glance away.]

... Maybe you should just take a chance and see what happENS.

Say it again and again, Eichi. I swear I'll never grow sick of hearing it.

[He loves the attention, if it's coming from Eichi. He knows, somehow, that Eichi will always have a sense of wonder that others lack, and he'll always want to see that shining in Eichi's eyes. Just... since coming here, he's desperately wanted more and more of that. He'll blame the moons, to be certain.]

While I see the world through wondering eyes, draw my gaze back over and over. If I leave, if you leave, if anything comes between us, I want to be able to say we have no regrets. That we've lived as we pleased. That's just like the two of us, isn't it?

Oh, is it? You never make it for me...

[A joke. Because Wataru knows that's bluster. And he uses the flats of his fingers to stroke Natsume's jaw, then down to the side of his neck, idle touches not meant for much.]

Take a chance? Oya? If that's what you think I should do, maybe I'll listen for once.

[Perhaps a bit too boldly, he leans in and presses a delicate kiss to Natsume's cheek. The warmth from the chroma there is addicting, and he sighs contentedly as he does it again, lingering the second time nearer Natsume's lips. He speaks mere millimeters from his skin.]

Took it~.

[The redhead chooses to ignore the joke, trying to not allow himself to be too distracted by the other's fingers trailing over his face. The contact is undeniably pleasant even if it is brief and teasing, especially when it trails over his neck...

But he forces himself to focus and not react too much, although he's barely come to that decision before Wataru's lips are pressed to his cheek. It's admittedly much more chaste than he had expected, but perhaps it's that same innocence and almost intimacy in the gesture that brings a renewed flush of red to his face.

Finally Natsume dares to glance up, gold eyes meeting violet before he tilts his head a little, turning it ever so slightly that their lips brush.]

And...?

[That gold is stunning, and Wataru always has to take care not to get lost in Natsume's eyes. But maybe... just this once...

Ah, their lips brush, and while he too is forcing himself not to react, something in Wataru's composure slips, and he makes a soft, thrilled sound at the contact. More warmth. More chroma. But... also more Natsume. He didn't know he wanted this until it was dangled in front of him. Well. Lunatia is one heck of a learning experience.]

Good.

[Without further hesitation, he eases in and tilts his own head enough that he can press a chaste, but firm kiss to Natsume's lips.]

[Mostly Natsume had only let their lips brush to see what it was like and give the other a little chroma. But actually kissing someone who he's thought of as a teacher for several years without any pretense to such a gesture felt... Wrong, in some way. Being treated so delicately by the other Oddballs certainly helped reinforce that, like he shouldn't think of them in any other way than his mentors and odd little family.

Kissing Subaru had been almost too easy despite his own complaints and chiding, so it's definitely a difference from the feeling when Wataru presses their lips together. Instantly that self-conscious nagging digs at him again and he can't help but wonder how the other with judge him and his skills. Surely Wataru is much more practiced, and while he does have experience now thanks to this place he doubts he has any of his natural talent.

For a beat he tenses anxiously, not withdrawing but rather freezing in place as he tries to make up his mind. It- does feel nice, though... So after a moment he slowly returns the kiss.]

[Wataru's face burns in that beat of indecision, but he refuses to pull away until his boldness is answered clearly. He feels like he's made a mistake, like he crossed a line Natsume didn't want to cross... But as always, being Wataru, he'll barrel through it and deal with the consequences of his less than cautious approach later. He calculated this a little less than usual, went with the need and hunger of his Cordis urges over his good sense, but Natsume is a friend and a companion who surely won't judge him...

The kiss is briefly returned, and it's enough of an answer for Wataru to slowly, gently back away. The kiss was friendly, not seductive, chaste but with purpose. He didn't mean to cause any trouble by it, and he still doesn't mean to. But that anxiety makes him pause, and he breathes carefully for a moment.]

Natsume-kun...?

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