[Wataru blinks a bit, and looks back to Natsume. It's kind of him to offer. A small smile blooms on Wataru's face, and he wishes he hadn't made Natsume make such a concerned expression.]

I'll fall ill, will I? I somehow conveniently forgot that part. Still, if it's obligation or something like it, I might feel bad for doing it. You understand, right? I don't want to trouble the people I...

[He can say this he's allowed to say this he worked hard to become a person who can say this.]

...the people I love. If you're offering, and you won't hold it against me, I'm in no position to refuse, don't get me wrong! You're right, I'll get sick or worse. But at the same time... well, while I would thoroughly enjoy being close to you, could you even say it goes both ways?

[He puts his tea down.]

Does that sound desperate? I should've dressed it up.