[ Akashi is silent for a few moments, and while he's not saying anything, he's looking off to the side. It's a little difficult to come up with something right now, because he's not used to being refused and being told what to do. He's more used to dancing to his own tune because he is Seijuro Akashi- born to lead and born to command.
Perhaps in a relationship, that shouldn't be the case. He's a lot softer with Emerald because he wants her to learn how to make her own decisions. With Mayuzumi... it's just unfamiliar. It's not bad, but it's a new experience where he's leaving everything up to somebody else. He's never walked into uncharted territory following somebody. He was the one who paved the way for people.
It's... nerve-wracking. ]
I see.
[ He doesn't really understand, but if Mayuzumi is telling him to slow down, then he will.
It still makes him feel bad though. Mayuzumi's not fond of the idea, and that means he's made a mistake. He's learned that he won't lose people even if he loses, but making a mistake in a new relationships feels like something he shouldn't do. He shouldn't make mistakes in the first place. ]
Okay. It's not bad.
[ Okay!! If Mayuzumi wants to slow down, then he will. Though... he can't seem to look at Mayuzumi anymore, so. ]
I have to go now. Let's talk another time, Mayuzumi-san.
[ Bye. He grabs the bracelet immediately to switch it off. ]
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Perhaps in a relationship, that shouldn't be the case. He's a lot softer with Emerald because he wants her to learn how to make her own decisions. With Mayuzumi... it's just unfamiliar. It's not bad, but it's a new experience where he's leaving everything up to somebody else. He's never walked into uncharted territory following somebody. He was the one who paved the way for people.
It's... nerve-wracking. ]
I see.
[ He doesn't really understand, but if Mayuzumi is telling him to slow down, then he will.
It still makes him feel bad though. Mayuzumi's not fond of the idea, and that means he's made a mistake. He's learned that he won't lose people even if he loses, but making a mistake in a new relationships feels like something he shouldn't do. He shouldn't make mistakes in the first place. ]
Okay. It's not bad.
[ Okay!! If Mayuzumi wants to slow down, then he will. Though... he can't seem to look at Mayuzumi anymore, so. ]
I have to go now. Let's talk another time, Mayuzumi-san.
[ Bye. He grabs the bracelet immediately to switch it off. ]