Back home, I didn't really have anyone like that. My fans were the only source of positive attention I had, so I was afraid of losing them and becoming an undesirable again.
But now I have people who care about me as more than just a pretty face on TV, so I don't have anything important to lose by being firm. I can show off like this, and if anyone responds in a way I'm not comfortable with, I can tell them to stop.
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But now I have people who care about me as more than just a pretty face on TV, so I don't have anything important to lose by being firm. I can show off like this, and if anyone responds in a way I'm not comfortable with, I can tell them to stop.