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[immature]

hey gang
lets say you dont know what your purpose here is
you dont have many friends
your family isnt here
no one wants to moonlace with you
you dont know where youre supposed to be
how are you guys coping

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[immature]

yeah
and i mean its really cool learning about other worlds
but then i get caught up in why those worlds are better than mine
or why someone else is more powerful than i am
so its harder to make friends?
something like that
ive been doing my own thing a lot while ive been here

[dereban]

Ha.

I don't have that kind of issue, re: other worlds, but maybe that's because I love my own that much.
I'm from a relatively normal world. No abilities, no powers, nothing like that.
I don't really get jealous, though of people who are stronger than I am? Or things like that?

But that might be because I enjoy my 'normalcy' more than anything else.
I know who I am and I guess I appreciate that.

But yeah, it's probably hard to make friends if you just can't relate?
I think everyone that I'm even remotely close to has something 'special' about them, I guess.

So I tend to do a lot of things on my own, or just casually hang out with them but still put them at an arms length.

[immature]

hey my world is pretty normal too
though i didnt really have a normal life i guess
because i come from a large family
i know that sounds "normal" but the situation is weirder than that but i cant really go into why right now

is there a reason why you dont wanna get close to people?

[dereban]

That's fair!
My family's small, so I can't relate. My only close family are my parents and my older brother.

Well, it's more of a 'me' problem than an issue with them, specifically...
I'm trying to grow out of it, since I want to change myself, but I still have problems trusting other people.

[immature]

ah i get you
trust is weird
i dont think i have that problem though i do know what its like to have people you think are nice turn around and stab you in the back

[dereban]

Haha, yeah.

It's kind of a shitty feeling, though, so.
Better not to have it than to, I guess!

[immature]

maybe
i hope you can find someone you can trust though
you seem like a good person

[dereban]

I wouldn't say that about myself!

Although this isn't about me.

[immature]

guess theres no changing the subject then
but i guess i feel a little bit better after talking about it
you helped me out so thanks

[dereban]

That's good.

I don't know how much I helped, but if I did, I definitely appreciate it.
Hopefully I'll meet you again at some point. Even if you won't know it's me or vice versa, haha.

[immature]

yep! haha
maybe thingsll work out for us
thanks again
im gonna get a little fresh air and think about what im gonna do to make things better for myself here