[ Honestly, she would ask except she doesn't want to be Too Much. She knows she's crabby and that he doesn't like arguing, and that she piles her laundry in the corner of the room until she's ready to do it, and that she likes to leave the windows open at night and then complains it's too cold. It's one thing to take care of her for short periods of time and Emerald assumes no one actually wants to do that full-time, out of habit. It's one thing to make her milk, it's another thing to lose sleep all the time because of her nightmares and her late hours. Mayuzumi's fine because he sleeps through it or she'll get out of bed and sleep on the floor, but she's pretty sure Akashi will get sick of her shit if she moves in, and besides.. Mayuzumi is way more easily embarrassed about that kind of thing, whereas Akashi is romantic and embarrassing most of the time, so she figures he hasn't asked because he doesn't want that.
In the end, the only reason she would never actually ask to move in with Mayuzumi or Akashi is because her own self-esteem is low enough that she doesn't think it's her place to. Mayuzumi invited her. The only reason it isn't 50-50 with Akashi's is because he hasn't asked and Emerald would rather see less of him than have him want to see less of her.
That same logic is why she's a little too keenly zeroing in on the way he's answering. Mayuzumi's comfort with her being here is first-- which is fine, she knows that Akashi's very considerate of him in some ways. Then it's if she'd like, and that he won't say no. It's stupid, because she knows that he loves her but she still notices that he never actually says he wants her to stay. So she just slightly slows her roll. ]
Are you sure? If you had plans, you can tell me. I know I just came over..
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In the end, the only reason she would never actually ask to move in with Mayuzumi or Akashi is because her own self-esteem is low enough that she doesn't think it's her place to. Mayuzumi invited her. The only reason it isn't 50-50 with Akashi's is because he hasn't asked and Emerald would rather see less of him than have him want to see less of her.
That same logic is why she's a little too keenly zeroing in on the way he's answering. Mayuzumi's comfort with her being here is first-- which is fine, she knows that Akashi's very considerate of him in some ways. Then it's if she'd like, and that he won't say no. It's stupid, because she knows that he loves her but she still notices that he never actually says he wants her to stay. So she just slightly slows her roll. ]
Are you sure? If you had plans, you can tell me. I know I just came over..