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[personal profile] ninpos 2019-11-05 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
like get hit enough and you just get numbed by it!

[ that's not how it works ]

but in all seriousness i guess once you've been hurt a lot you kinda just... forget about it ever hurting to begin with?
you'd probably have a better time asking my friend gabs, he's called "the empty" back where we're from. too bad the little guy isn't here though.
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[personal profile] ninpos 2019-11-05 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
i mean yeah.
technically speaking you could be dying and not even realize it, and that'd be a pretty sad way to go.
but hey stay out of situations that'd get you in trouble and you don't gotta worry about things like that at all!
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[personal profile] ninpos 2019-11-07 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
any articular reason why you'd wanna feel it?

there's people out there like that. but i wouldn't consider them to be lucky individuals.
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[personal profile] ninpos 2019-11-08 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She's starting to connect some dots. ]

do you like it?
the feeling of being in pain?
but not wanting to die?
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[personal profile] ninpos 2019-11-11 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His first mistake was thinking he could turn this around on a professional liar. ]

i'd hate it, i'm not looking to die.
i'm way too young and i've got a nice body!
dying would be a crime in of itself.
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[personal profile] ninpos 2019-11-12 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah but not right now
i'm trying to live until i'm old and wrinkly, but still beautiful
and when the time comes i'll go out while thinking of a fond memory

sounds a lot better than dying painfully and young, right?
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[personal profile] ninpos 2019-11-13 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
oooooooooooh?
so if living or dying doesn't matter...
is your priority being able to feel something?
like being in pain?
is that something that you're looking for?
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[personal profile] ninpos 2019-11-13 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
right right
are you happy with what you're getting