Video, UN: Bardicuncertainty [Backdated to the 8th]

[have_hat_will_travel]

[The woman in the video is recognizably Pidonus, in spite of one very obvious difference to those who know her. Yes, more obvious than the fox ears on her head.

It's the lack of her hat. And it feels weird to her.]

So, uh. Cordis moon. I guess this is a thing.

I've got fox tails and ears. And I can't shapeshift them off. That's. A thing I'm not used to. It's not like I used my shapeshifting much, I generally like my form, but having it suddenly restricted is kinda...

How do I word this? It's like there's a mental block on something that wasn't mentally blocking before. And it's like. It's harder to want to do stuff like this?

Also, uh, I think I'm hungry? That's really weird for me. And other desires I'm used to having under control?

This is very awkward to experience all at once.

... Anyone got any advice I haven't already likely heard?

Comments

[have_hat_will_travel]

I guess I don't completely know... But someone who I can be at least kinda equal to would be good. I had that on the last world I was on for a while.

Maybe I do want to enjoy my powers? I really don't know anymore. But I don't want to hurt people if I do that... So that's also a thing.

[trivialization]

Equal. You know, I used to spend a lot of time thinking about what it meant to be great or meager but I never gave much thought to the nature of equality. Not much of it in the world.

But if all you need is someone you can be assured will neither become nor make you a slave I don't mind... associating.

[have_hat_will_travel]

I get the sense that, for you, this is a fair bit?

I do appreciate it, though. It's... Well. I've had a lot happen. Knowing I can be around people where there's less risk of more happening is great.