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prismatica2020-01-14 04:28 am
coralroot) wrote in prismatica2020-01-14 04:28 am
text | un: no1bananaslut
hey i usually do video or whatever but i've straight up spent the last couple of hours just crying and eating ice cream
and uh
shit gets really dark so here we go?
has anyone else had to deal with
like before i came here i made a deal with some kind of
entity?
for power? idk i don't remember the details
and i got some sweet stuff but then i had to live out the same three months that came after OVER AND OVER
you don't understand
every time the three months were over i'd just go straight back to the first day of those 90 days like nothing happened
i kept seeing my friends die and then at the end of the cycle they came back which was nice until they kept DYING AGAIN
i died myself like 80 times
the first time i thought it would be over but NOPE, BACK ON DAY ONE AGAIN
the second time i literally jumped off a cliff to see if it would happen again AND IT DID
there's a lot i don't remember
none of my actions had consequences anymore
my mind went some really weird places then
like i could just straight up murderize everyone in a village and it's not like they're REALLY dead, so whatever
we talked a lot about birthdays, right?
i don't even know how old i'm supposed to be anymore
am i just 17 forever?
am i like hundreds of years old now?
does it even matter?
anyway sorry idk where i'm going with this
and uh
shit gets really dark so here we go?
has anyone else had to deal with
like before i came here i made a deal with some kind of
entity?
for power? idk i don't remember the details
and i got some sweet stuff but then i had to live out the same three months that came after OVER AND OVER
you don't understand
every time the three months were over i'd just go straight back to the first day of those 90 days like nothing happened
i kept seeing my friends die and then at the end of the cycle they came back which was nice until they kept DYING AGAIN
i died myself like 80 times
the first time i thought it would be over but NOPE, BACK ON DAY ONE AGAIN
the second time i literally jumped off a cliff to see if it would happen again AND IT DID
there's a lot i don't remember
none of my actions had consequences anymore
my mind went some really weird places then
like i could just straight up murderize everyone in a village and it's not like they're REALLY dead, so whatever
we talked a lot about birthdays, right?
i don't even know how old i'm supposed to be anymore
am i just 17 forever?
am i like hundreds of years old now?
does it even matter?
anyway sorry idk where i'm going with this
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USUALLY IT'S CONFINED TO ITS HORRIFIC DIMENSION BUT SOMETIMES IT SLIPS THROUGH THE CRACKS AND SO DOES THE SANITY OF ANYONE WHO COMES IN CONTACT WITH IT
YOU ARE TRULY POWERFUL FOR MEETING IT AND LIVING TO TELL THE TALE
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i did die
i just kept getting better
no subject
YOU MUST BREAK THE CYCLE
THE POWER WITHIN MY EYE IS RESONATING IN SYMPATHY BUT THERE IS NOTHING SOMEONE OF MY BEARING CAN DO AGAINST A LORD OF THE DEEP
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i dunno how i'm gonna do this but
thanks for believing in me i guess?
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I HOPE YOU ARE RELEASED FROM YOUR TORMENT SOON