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prismatica2020-02-01 06:32 pm
letoldthingsdie) wrote in prismatica2020-02-01 06:32 pm
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[As Kylo Ren (if that name could even be considered separate from him at all) he had never used the network. He hadn't bothered really talking to people other than the occasional response. He kept to himself. Perhaps if he had made an effort someone besides Rey might have cared when he disappeared a few days ago.
When he had left it hadn't been during Sanguis. Now that he was back, he was sitting in Rey's apartment - her plants hanging up and sitting in pots in the background. He had questions that needed answers.]
I haven't introduced myself before, though some of you I've spoken to may know me as Kylo Ren. Those who I've met can continue to address me by that name, though I'd prefer to go by Ben Solo. For those who I've yet to meet I can't say I'm terribly sorry for being so antisocial.
[There's a hint of a smile, just the subtle curl of his lips at the edges.]
I'm sure I'm not the first, but has anyone here been able to experience being sent away because of a lack of Chroma being generated? I feel as if I've come back differently, in some ways.
[He won't go into detail, but he's remembered things he didn't know before. For him a year has passed and now his scar is gone. He has experienced death. Part of him is still trying to process it all, how he spent nearly a year here and just like that he had returned home - or what he thinks is home. He's not entirely sure he can trust it. The memories changed him, though.
While his clothes were still the same black as usual, he looked and felt more at ease. His posture had become less tense. For all intents and purposes he was different but still the same.]
Private Message: Finn
Rey isn't here. I can't feel her anymore. Did she speak with you at all before she disappeared?
[He's hoping it's the same as his situation. He needed her to be back so that they could sort out a few things. It was also good that Finn was here too. He could ]
When he had left it hadn't been during Sanguis. Now that he was back, he was sitting in Rey's apartment - her plants hanging up and sitting in pots in the background. He had questions that needed answers.]
I haven't introduced myself before, though some of you I've spoken to may know me as Kylo Ren. Those who I've met can continue to address me by that name, though I'd prefer to go by Ben Solo. For those who I've yet to meet I can't say I'm terribly sorry for being so antisocial.
[There's a hint of a smile, just the subtle curl of his lips at the edges.]
I'm sure I'm not the first, but has anyone here been able to experience being sent away because of a lack of Chroma being generated? I feel as if I've come back differently, in some ways.
[He won't go into detail, but he's remembered things he didn't know before. For him a year has passed and now his scar is gone. He has experienced death. Part of him is still trying to process it all, how he spent nearly a year here and just like that he had returned home - or what he thinks is home. He's not entirely sure he can trust it. The memories changed him, though.
While his clothes were still the same black as usual, he looked and felt more at ease. His posture had become less tense. For all intents and purposes he was different but still the same.]
Private Message: Finn
Rey isn't here. I can't feel her anymore. Did she speak with you at all before she disappeared?
[He's hoping it's the same as his situation. He needed her to be back so that they could sort out a few things. It was also good that Finn was here too. He could ]
no subject
She can be spiteful, too. ]
Oh, now that you mention it, I can kinda see it. [ there's a little bit of the General's face in his features -- she obviously hadn't known that Kylo Ren was Han and Leia's son. Not even knowing she had a son; but it wasn't like she had many personal conversations with the woman. Mostly resistance matters. She'd kept her and Paige from running off and doing something reckless against the Order after their home had been...
destroyed.
Her face falls, and when she speaks again, her voice has gone a little quiet. ]
I'm from Hays Minor. Did you know of it?
no subject
[He almost smiles at the image. The way her expression wilts erases the idea completely.]
Only from First Order records and maps. That was your home?
[Just imagining what had been done reminded him of his mother’s own grief for Alderaan.]
no subject
[ also letting him know that his superior officer knows about that rebel scum that got one on him... ]
Yes, it was. My sister and I lived there, until the planet was almost inhospitable because all of the mining and the weapons testing -- and we were sent away.
[ and Paige, what had happened to her... ]
Maybe it doesn't matter how I feel about you. I'm kind of a nobody. I just.. thought you should know I want to believe you aren't that person I heard all those stories about, any longer. But it's more complicated than that.
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[He takes a breath, inhaling and exhaling deeply. He had never been in her shoes. The closest person to experience that would have been his mother.]
I didn't decide to defect thinking it would be so clear cut as everything being forgiven. I killed my own father and my uncle. I destroyed lives for Snoke and then to take power on my own as the Supreme Leader. It is complicated.