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Mafuyu Satō 🎸 「佐藤真冬」 ([personal profile] restringing) wrote in [community profile] prismatica 2020-02-13 07:11 am (UTC)

2/2 - With the suicide CW that we all knew was coming.

[And as promised, he does tell his story... but the conversation only shows that he's typing for a solid half hour until he sends it all at once.]

Yuki was my first friend
The first person I loved
He was most of my firsts

We were always together since we were kids
Me and Yuki and our friends Hiiragi and Shizu-chan
You couldn't separate us

Yuki was an amazing person
Confident and loud and always drawing people in
Everyone said we completed each other
We started dating in middle school
It just kind of happened

But then I went to a different high school
Yuki started a band with Hiiragi and Shizu-chan
And started practicing every day and working to buy a guitar
We had a fight over it
Just a normal one
The kind we'd apologize after and everything would be fine

But then nobody heard from him for days
I went to his apartment to apologize
And found him

He didn't give a warning or leave a note
That's all
It's been a year since then

Everything hurt too much
I stopped going to school for a while
And didn't talk to anyone
Everything felt dark
And I didn't know how to express it

His mom gave me his guitar
Carrying it with me made me feel like I had a part of him with me
Then the school year changed
And I met Uenoyama-kun
That's what changed me

I know it's a lot
I still can't explain it well
Sorry

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