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[personal profile] chronicgambler 2020-02-06 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
back home i didnt care if i was alive or if i was dead and id do dumb shit like bet my life and idk i felt really weird all the time
like

a few yrs ago i ran away from home and i fucked off and lived on the streets and i had nothing
and i probably looked to my family like i was some kinda ungrateful piece of shit but
now my moms doing some bad shit back home and my friends dont even know were related they just think im some dumbass
gentaro doesnt even know
people might die bc shes crazy and i cant do shit abt it

man we all got shit in our lives
we all gotta keep going
gentaro made me think that and u too u got like a rly good heart i think and if somebody comes along and makes u sad i will seriously beat the shit out of them
ok?
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[personal profile] chronicgambler 2020-02-14 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
i guess for me its not as hard bc im not there anymore and i dont wanna go back so maybe thats like cheating a little idk
man its not like what ur goin thru its like i guess i can ignore it easy bc im like that
i just run away from shit ig
its easier that way

u are a good person
i hope you dont blame urself but if u do u know like someone who really cares abt u even if theyre far away or gone they still want whats best for u
im not gonna speak much for somebody else esp not somebody i never met and u know better than me but i bet at the end of the day hed want u to be happy and u found somebody who makes u happy right?
even if theyre not here
damn man im sorry its so rough for u
i bet it hurts and its scary and u feel alone sometimes but u got friends here and more important u got a way to express urself and get it out
it helps me
im mad about shit sometimes so i have like really hard raps its like that right?

n remember a year isnt that long sometimes it can feel like forever but what i mean is its ok to still hurt if u hurt and its ok to move forward too u gotta keep living

its ok to talk to ppl and reach out if that helps u
i mean im here its not a big deal if u wanna talk or hang out or whatever im down any time

im sorry i called ur bf a zombie
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[personal profile] chronicgambler 2020-02-16 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
hey
lets try to do it
to live really cool lives

nobodys sayin u gotta change ur direction or change who u r
but we gotta keep goin
its kinda weird
u make me feel like tellin gentaro
maybe i gotta face it a little too
a little bit at a time

i think people think im just stupid and reckless
but its not like that
its like i dont really know what to live for some days
so im gonna work on that too

im really glad i met u
ur gonna make it and ur gonna make music nobody else can make