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[personal profile] synchroswim 2020-02-04 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
someone like that er|

i mean
thats|
light, thats still rough uhhhhh

i suppose once all the awkwardness got outta the way (cause maaaaan depending on who it was id probably gotta explain a thing or two), i'd... wanna cherish whatever time i got with them? especially if i knew i wouldnt, 100% without a doubt never see them again if i left this place.
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[personal profile] synchroswim 2020-02-06 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
theres some stuff in my past that i dont remember so if they were from those days it might be pretty weird

things are weird with that, too|
biting the dust and all that gets really
complicated? where im from

who're you missing?
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[personal profile] synchroswim 2020-02-08 09:33 am (UTC)(link)
its
hm
i never really tried explaining it before so i guess i should preface it with me not really being human? not in a normal sense. most of the time when people bite the dust back where i'm from its for good but sometimes you get a person who has like
a really strong will so if something happens (depending on what does them in), they kinda get... reborn?? only they arent entirely themselves anymore.
they still look and sound the same but its... different. so they arent 100% gone, yknow?
its kinda messed up when you really think about it but its just how things are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

boyfriend makes it a lot more tricky doesnt it?
what would you|
sorry if its weird or too personal but what would you do if he turned up here?
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[personal profile] synchroswim 2020-02-13 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
aw trust me dude even i get confused by how wonky it all is and i live that life

and hey both is good! its like
cathartic?
sometimes you see someone and you wanna shake em around but you also wanna hug em and not let go and call em an idiot but you know that they're your idiot
i get it (っ´ω`)ノ
heck if i were in his spot i wouldnt even be mad. id probably start laughing at how ridiculous the whole situation would be and then start bawling and probably ugly cry in the process