i suppose once all the awkwardness got outta the way (cause maaaaan depending on who it was id probably gotta explain a thing or two), i'd... wanna cherish whatever time i got with them? especially if i knew i wouldnt, 100% without a doubt never see them again if i left this place.
its hm i never really tried explaining it before so i guess i should preface it with me not really being human? not in a normal sense. most of the time when people bite the dust back where i'm from its for good but sometimes you get a person who has like a really strong will so if something happens (depending on what does them in), they kinda get... reborn?? only they arent entirely themselves anymore. they still look and sound the same but its... different. so they arent 100% gone, yknow? its kinda messed up when you really think about it but its just how things are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
boyfriend makes it a lot more tricky doesnt it? what would you| sorry if its weird or too personal but what would you do if he turned up here?
aw trust me dude even i get confused by how wonky it all is and i live that life
and hey both is good! its like cathartic? sometimes you see someone and you wanna shake em around but you also wanna hug em and not let go and call em an idiot but you know that they're your idiot i get it (っ´ω`)ノ heck if i were in his spot i wouldnt even be mad. id probably start laughing at how ridiculous the whole situation would be and then start bawling and probably ugly cry in the process
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But it's been on my mind
Then what if it was someone you were close to?
A friend, family, someone you were dating
Etc.
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i mean
thats|
light, thats still rough uhhhhh
i suppose once all the awkwardness got outta the way (cause maaaaan depending on who it was id probably gotta explain a thing or two), i'd... wanna cherish whatever time i got with them? especially if i knew i wouldnt, 100% without a doubt never see them again if i left this place.
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Mmm... I would too, but
After all the hard things pass
I think that's a good solution
People don't come back in most places
So if your world is like mine
It might be the only chance
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things are weird with that, too|
biting the dust and all that gets really
complicated? where im from
who're you missing?
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Things are complicated for me too
But not like that
How does it work for you?
My boyfriend/best friend
Ex-boyfriend now
But it's ok
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hm
i never really tried explaining it before so i guess i should preface it with me not really being human? not in a normal sense. most of the time when people bite the dust back where i'm from its for good but sometimes you get a person who has like
a really strong will so if something happens (depending on what does them in), they kinda get... reborn?? only they arent entirely themselves anymore.
they still look and sound the same but its... different. so they arent 100% gone, yknow?
its kinda messed up when you really think about it but its just how things are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
boyfriend makes it a lot more tricky doesnt it?
what would you|
sorry if its weird or too personal but what would you do if he turned up here?
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It's hard to understand someone else's world
But you explained it clearly
So I think I get the idea
If he showed up here
I think I'd apologize
But I'm not sure what would come next
I'd cry
Or hit him
Or both
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and hey both is good! its like
cathartic?
sometimes you see someone and you wanna shake em around but you also wanna hug em and not let go and call em an idiot but you know that they're your idiot
i get it (っ´ω`)ノ
heck if i were in his spot i wouldnt even be mad. id probably start laughing at how ridiculous the whole situation would be and then start bawling and probably ugly cry in the process
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Yeah
Maybe
Probably both, in the end
It's deeper than that
We'd have a lot of serious stuff to talk about
But thinking too much about it isn't going to help
If he was happy to be alive
Then I'd hope he'd react that way too
You seem like a good person