text, un: mafuyu

[restringing]

If someone who died in your world came back in this one
What would you do?

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[restringing]

[What a momentous occasion! And what a post to choose for a first text...]

My boyfriend
And best friend since we were kids

[amidstsnow]

[it certainly hit a little close to home. zixuan has been made to consider such things himself, a little.]

are there things that happened

or did not happen

that you wished you could have a chance to do differently?

[restringing]

Yeah

We had a fight
A normal one

But I didn't get to apologize
Or say goodbye

[amidstsnow]

have you thought of starting with

that

[apologizing. zixuan can't even say the word, he's so bad at it himself.]

[restringing]

I'd apologize first
But that's the only thing I know for sure
I don't know what I'd do after that

Maybe I'd understand if I saw him again
But I don't know if I want to

Sorry... I'm not good at talking about this

[amidstsnow]

i am also...not very good skilled at it.

but at the very least, you should try to say that which you know for sure.

[restringing]

Yeah
I will if it happens

But I think it would be better
If he didn't show up here

What about you?

[amidstsnow]

as someone more in your friend's position, i'm rather glad that i showed up here.

even if it's been difficult.

[restringing]

[Oh, that's... not the answer he was expecting, and as such, it takes several minutes of thought for Mafuyu to respond once more.]

I'm

Sorry

I didn't know

But I'm glad
That you're doing okay
It's an opportunity
Right?

[amidstsnow]

you didn't. it's alright.

i'm very grateful for this chance. it gives me opportunities i otherwise would never have had.

[restringing]

If you're grateful for it
Then I'm glad you have it too

If my friend showed up here
I don't know if he'd feel the same way

So I'm happy it was you that got this chance
Instead of someone who might not want it