Nearly everything is different now. It isn't a bad, thing, though. But if you should expect to see someone who has died then don't anticipate things will be able to pick up where they left off.
I'm going to be honest, I'm glad they're different now. People change, evolve, get better or worse. It's what makes humans interesting, and good subjects for story-telling. Imagine how boring it would be if it were the same.
It'd be impossible to continue interacting with someone who wouldn't acknowledge that, but that's not the case.
Yeah... I know But it's also hard not to worry I was doing better at home But without my band and my friends And people here talking about coming back I've wound up thinking about it again
I'll try not to I think I have some of the answers I was looking for
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And if it happened to you, you understand things I don't
But I'm glad it's a positive thing
What changed?
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I'm not expecting it
The person I was talking about isn't here
But if he was
I already know that we couldn't go back to the way we were
For a lot of reasons
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It'd be impossible to continue interacting with someone who wouldn't acknowledge that, but that's not the case.
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It's good to have that perspective
Your friend must be happy too
That you understand
And it's important to change
But... I guess
It's more than that for me
I don't know if I'd punch him or hug him or cry first
It's too hard to imagine
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I think so, it's not easy. Well, you won't know until it happens, or when it does.
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Do you publish your stories here?
Mm...
I hope I don't have to think about it
Talking to other people has helped
I'm not as worried about something that probably won't happen anyway
Thanks for sharing with me
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It's a waste of time to worry, even if you never know what can happen here. Because you can't stop it from happening and you can't make it happen.
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Yeah... I know
But it's also hard not to worry
I was doing better at home
But without my band and my friends
And people here talking about coming back
I've wound up thinking about it again
I'll try not to
I think I have some of the answers I was looking for
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It's impossible to predict, honestly.
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Nice to meet you
It might be easier knowing that
If worrying or wondering "what if" won't do anything
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It - might alleviate some worries, I think.
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Ok
That's good enough for me