text, un: mafuyu

[restringing]

If someone who died in your world came back in this one
What would you do?

Comments

[4leafring]

Depends.
Would they come back healthy?
If they're going to come back to life to keep suffering, even if I really, really miss them, even if things are hard... they're better off dead, than being alive like that.

[restringing]

[Ah... Just seeing this is enough to make his heart hurt.]

Yeah
They'd come back without being sick
Or hurting

[4leafring]

Really?
Can you do that or something?
Then I guess it'd be nice.
I'd want to hug them.
If they don't get to see the hard part, they can see all the good things I've done, and maybe they'll praise me for it.
I worked really hard, I bet they'd smile a lot.
But... you know. A lot of things change when someone's gone.
People get separated and meet again on and off and the world becomes different.
I don't think they would be that happy.
Maybe it's not worth the hug.

[restringing]

I can't
But this world can
That's what people say

Mmm...
I don't know
But I think
It's okay to want that

It must have been hard
If you would both smile
And they'd be proud of you
Isn't that fine?

[4leafring]

That makes more sense...

But it's not that simple.
I'm not very smart, but I can tell that type of thing is kind of selfish.
Plus, if I get to see them... someone else they would want to see won't be around.
And even if their body won't hurt, their heart will.
Because they'll know that when they left, that's when things became the worst.
Why should they know that if they're gone?
It's not their fault.

Even if it's hard... I can't hurt anyone.

[restringing]

Thinking it through like that
Makes you smarter than a lot of people

It's hard
And there's no right answer
That's why I asked

Our situations are different
Really different
But I understand not wanting that person to hurt
More than they already have

Sorry

[4leafring]

Hehe.

Everyone is different, so no one is wrong, I think.
It's lonely, right?
It was really hard, because I was alone in the world for the looooongest time.
But the world really does change.
And then you're not so alone...
And it makes you think that they would be happy, to see me grow up happy.
And maybe that makes them rest easy.

[restringing]

I know how it feels to be lonely
Even when you don't want to admit it

Did you find someone too?

[4leafring]

Yeah I found loads haha

[restringing]

Of friends?

[4leafring]

I mean...

[restringing]

They're not your friends?

[Give him a second.]

Acquaintances?

Lovers?

[4leafring]

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linsten
they're friends!! friends!!
partners.
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[restringing]

Are they here?

[4leafring]

Yeah.

[restringing]

You must not have to worry about chroma

[4leafring]

More like he doesn't have to.

He's charming.

[restringing]

[Didn't this guy say "lots of people"? So maybe if he's started talking about just one person...]

Your boyfriend?

[4leafring]

[ he'll regret this once his tiny tiny braincell vibrates ]

cnan yaou stpotpst stpp stop that!'!?!?!?

p-a-r-t-n-e-r.

[restringing]

Why are you embarrassed

I have a boyfriend too
He's not here though

A partner is close enough

[He is talking about a moonlacing partner, right?]

[4leafring]

It's not close!
It's not close at all!
Look.
I
I'm not emnbarasnsed
I'm just t


You have a boyfriend?

[swerving hardcore into the next subject he can cling onto]

[restringing]

[It's hard not to tease someone prone to freaking out this much....]

Yeah
I do

[4leafring]

Why?

[restringing]

Because I like him

[4leafring]

So he's your b
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