swordfighting: (you're trembling to its tune)

ohhhmg i'm so sorry the ffxiv patch ate me

[personal profile] swordfighting 2020-03-04 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
That was something I struggled with as well. I tried to push even my twin brother away, for a while. I am glad I learned not to, in the end.

Hm... it has been six years and I still miss him dearly, every day. But it does not hurt as much as it once did.
Edited 2020-03-04 23:04 (UTC)
swordfighting: (and man is a parasite)

<3

[personal profile] swordfighting 2020-03-24 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
He did. In a way, it was harder for him - he was the more scholarly inclined of the two of us, and so he looked up to Grandfather very much.

It was something both of us did, I think. It is in human nature to hide your hurt, but sharing it is part of making it better.

And thank you. I try to do my best.