Kirishima Eijirou (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
gothard) wrote in ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
prismatica2020-02-04 03:56 pm
gothard) wrote in prismatica2020-02-04 03:56 pm
Text | UN: redriot
hey all
so like. i aint the type of guy to usually beat round the bush. theres some of you out there who know me, but a lot who dont. im sure i aint the only one who has experienced a loss here, though.
couple months back someone real important to me went back home, so ive not been doin the best. kinda why ive not been around a whole lot other than here or there, actually. im okay, just...its hard, you know? we went through a lot, even before i showed up here. ive been living the same as i did before, just a little emptier. its gotten easier now that its been a while, but
well vday is comin up. we were together and all, so...kinda brings it all back right as i was starting to feel okay again. so this might be a weird request, but like
if you, i dunno, want to get a message on that day you can leave me your contact info here and ill make sure to send you somethin. doesnt matter if we know each other or not, itll just be simple anyway.
if i can spend the whole day saying nice things about other people then itll be easier to not think about other things if you feel me. sorry if this seems weird btw i just figured itd be worth a shot
anyway thats all i wanted to say, thanks for readin
-Kirishima
so like. i aint the type of guy to usually beat round the bush. theres some of you out there who know me, but a lot who dont. im sure i aint the only one who has experienced a loss here, though.
couple months back someone real important to me went back home, so ive not been doin the best. kinda why ive not been around a whole lot other than here or there, actually. im okay, just...its hard, you know? we went through a lot, even before i showed up here. ive been living the same as i did before, just a little emptier. its gotten easier now that its been a while, but
well vday is comin up. we were together and all, so...kinda brings it all back right as i was starting to feel okay again. so this might be a weird request, but like
if you, i dunno, want to get a message on that day you can leave me your contact info here and ill make sure to send you somethin. doesnt matter if we know each other or not, itll just be simple anyway.
if i can spend the whole day saying nice things about other people then itll be easier to not think about other things if you feel me. sorry if this seems weird btw i just figured itd be worth a shot
anyway thats all i wanted to say, thanks for readin
-Kirishima
no subject
It seems to be working, you really do sound positive already.
You think I'll be just as positive if I talk like you too?
no subject
i cant guarantee it would work for everybody but like...i dunno
if you let yourself be negative and keep saying things to bring you down, you eventually start believing it
its why i try my best to be positive even if i aint feelin so great
no subject
You know, you very well could be right. Every time I do think or say something negative, I do start to believe it immediately.
It's very strange!
It's just so hard to quickly think up positive things right away though...
no subject
like...a lot of practice
i had a long stretch of time when i was little where it was so much easier to just focus on how bad things were or how unfortunate i was
but i learned real fast that you aint gonna ever move forward or get anything done that way
no subject
Sounds like literally everything else in our lives. I don't know why I'm so surprised by that!
Do you mind...if you can help me practice?
I'd love to see how you overcame it, and I bet you have all sorts of techniques!
no subject
a lot of it is like, mind over matter stuff
something affects you only as much as you let it, but...sometimes its good to let yourself feel bad about it for a while too
then itll be easier to be positive afterwards
no subject
Really? I never heard of it like that.
Do you think there's an exact time limit for how long you can feel bad about something, if it's good for you?
[She's thinking too technical, sorry!]no subject
you just gotta sorta...feel it out
and sometimes even when youre feelin better again, the bad feelings can come back seemingly outta nowhere and you just gotta let it happen when it does
but it does go away eventually with time
it helps a lot too to have friends to talk to and spend time with when youre feelin that way
no subject
...that sounds so scary
I guess I really need to build more friendships if I want to counter this!
no subject
its really not as bad as it sounds...its just part'a life
i guess id do well to remember that too though, huh...