tigerpoet: outer upset (⊙ in places least expected)
Nakajima Atsushi ([personal profile] tigerpoet) wrote in [community profile] prismatica2020-06-21 08:37 pm

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I think by an Earth calendar, today would be Father's Day.

To the other parents who are here... do you miss your children? Even if you wouldn't want them here.

I miss mine.
killercoat: (I will not waste my words on a fool)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-22 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
[That's right, they've never sat down and had this talk.]

I don't dislike the sound of it, but we wouldn't be exclusive to each other. To be honest, I've never been in a relationship before, especially something like this.

[He sips at his sake.]
killercoat: icon made by me (Twice as shy)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-22 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ Probably shouldn't mention that detail.]

From the beginning, you've been special to me, too. So if it's you, I don't mind being your boyfriend.

[He reaches to take hold of Atsushi's hand.]
killercoat: (side profile 2)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-22 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Akutagawa's cheeks heat up. It's still strange to have such words directed towards him, but he likes it all the same.]

I cherish you, too.

[ He uses their handhold to pull Atsushi closer, so he can bestow the other man with a kiss.]
killercoat: icon made by me (Twice as shy)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-22 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

[ He holds up his glass toward Atsushi.]

To find what we need in each other.
killercoat: (pic#13899992)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-22 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ He takes a sip from his glass, savoring the taste on his tongue.]

You should, there's a lot of good ones. We could always go together if you need help selecting one?
killercoat: (Pondering)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-23 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
Amegahara is fine, but shopping for sake might be a waste of a date.
killercoat: (Meditation)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-23 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Akutagawa has an idea, but he doesn't know if Atsushi will go along with it. It's not an outrageous request, but...]

I'd like to see you in a yukata again. We could both wear one.
killercoat: (I will not waste my words on a fool)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-23 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
[Yes, let him play out his secret desire of matching/coordinating outfits.]

I suppose, but I won't be nearly as striking as you. It's a date, then. I'll put all my efforts into making sure it's a good one.

[Althought he always enjoys Atsushi's company on a date or not, but he believes he can do better.]
killercoat: (pic#13897640)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-23 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ Akutagawa blushes at the cheek kiss, easily flustered by any affection towards him.]

That's sweet? I just don't want to do things half-heartedly.
killercoat: (Pondering)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-25 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
You might be satisfied with anything, but I believe actions speak louder than words. I might not be able to tell you how much I care, but I can at least show you.

[ Although, he still needs to work on with affection and intimacy. It's not always easy for him to initiate it, but he's trying to be less awkward about it.]
killercoat: (side profile 2)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-26 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Akutagawa blushes at the kiss, it was very tender. Though before Atsushi pulls away, the mafioso cups his cheek. Speaking of things unsaid...]

The same goes for you, even if you don't say it, I know when you feel lonely. You don't have to put on a brave face for me.
killercoat: (Meditation)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-29 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
[As Atsushi leans into him, Akutagawa sets his glass down, so he wrap his arm around him and pet his hair.]

I adore you for accepting me. So I want to be as accepting of all parts of you as well.
killercoat: (windblowing hair)

[personal profile] killercoat 2020-06-29 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
It's not a bother. It's more troublesome to play along and pretend to not see your pain.

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Wrap up?

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