twelve 💕 username: inaban

[dereban]

Guess I'm living alone again, so if someone is in dire need of a roommate, I'm screening people, I guess.

On that note: if anybody knew Atsushi - the one that was living with me, the slightly darker, edgier one? He's gone now.

So, I should also ask: does anyone really believe that people who disappear from this place really 'go back home'?

Comments

[resenting]

Enough people said it that there might be something to it anyway, I guess. I don't know if I believe it, but I also don't have a particular reason to not believe it, either.

You were right, though. I thought this world was better than the last one, but it just turned out to be hell to in the end.

[dereban]

I think it's something to look into a little more deeply. But it is difficult to do something like that when you can't observe other worlds.

I don't think this place is fundamentally meant to be 'hell', but for some people it just isn't great.

[She knows all too well how much of an 'exception' she is in comparison to a lot of the others.]

[resenting]

I don't think it matters what it's 'meant' to be. We're stuck here until we're not.

[dereban]

Maybe.

But that doesn't mean you have to force yourself to be miserable 24/7, or do nothing.

[resenting]

Not an option. Still have to work, still have to eat. I'm not going to pretend to be happy about any of it.

[dereban]

Fair enough.

Can't force anyone, after all.