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[Congratulations, Lunatia, this (slightly backdated to earlier this week) post is hitting the network at something like 2:00 AM because guess who's lying awake tonight worrying about really minor things. You guessed it, it's Jotaro.]
do you think they make dragon medicine
i mean medicine for dragons
can dragons get sick
sharks can get sick so i'm pretty sure dragons can get sick
i don't know how physiologically similar they are but sharks have pretty good immune systems
and even they can sometimes get sick
i guess a dragon could get sick too probably
i know they can sneeze
i think when they sneeze there's sometimes fire so also you'd have to fireproof stuff
fireproof EVERYTHING
how old should a dragon be before it starts breathing fire
i wonder if there's a book about it or something
i need to find a book
[Thanks, nightblogging. Thanks a lot.]
do you think they make dragon medicine
i mean medicine for dragons
can dragons get sick
sharks can get sick so i'm pretty sure dragons can get sick
i don't know how physiologically similar they are but sharks have pretty good immune systems
and even they can sometimes get sick
i guess a dragon could get sick too probably
i know they can sneeze
i think when they sneeze there's sometimes fire so also you'd have to fireproof stuff
fireproof EVERYTHING
how old should a dragon be before it starts breathing fire
i wonder if there's a book about it or something
i need to find a book
[Thanks, nightblogging. Thanks a lot.]
private;
I felt odd about this in the beginning. But I didn't want to say it when you came to me upset
I worried that maybe you'd decide you'd want to be with him instead of me.
It made me think of
watching Trevor and Sypha leave all over again
and that I'd be alone.
I don't really feel that way anymore.
And nobody did anything wrong
Yet I couldn't help but think to myself that you'd have the person you wanted first.
Terrible of me, isn't it?
But I instead tried to focus on both of you.
How Kakyoin must be feeling, and how you were feeling.
It's not really me in the middle anymore.
However, I also know that I'm probably not going to have the best advice available.
You and I are prone to blaming ourselves, waiting for some kind of punishment.
Yet Kakyoin and I also lash out in ways, become petty and sniping with our words.
So I think, if anything, I'm glad to be here as I am. For you both. Does that make sense?
private;
it's not terrible
there was a part of me that always knew you'd be afraid
even before you told me
even before you asked me if i still love him
because i know you
and i know what hurts you and i know what makes you scared
and i know that there are some things that just
it doesn't matter how often someone else tells you otherwise
they don't just go away
you don't just stop being scared of them
i always thought that you and kakyoin would be good friends
not just because you're both connected to me
i just always figured you would understand each other
i told him i would use those vr machines to show him what happened when i fought dio
you know what he said?
he said only if i told you first
so that you would know what we were doing
i think because he thought doing it would be bad for me
and that even if he couldn't fix it, you could
maybe that's how it is for all of us
things that one of us can't fix, but maybe the other can
private;
That I won't be enough
Not because I doubt you, but I doubt me.
Kakyoin had mentioned the VR machines and your intent to use them.
I think that we should still tell him about Star first.
I can wait outside when you two go, just in case you both need me.
I wouldn't mind.
For the record, I do like him. And I can see why you do too.
private;
it's that thing you're always going to be afraid of
i think i know what my thing is
and i think i know what kakyoin's is too
we all have one
i know you don't doubt me
but just the same i want you to hear me say it one more time
when i think about my future, you're always there with me
i want you there with me
i can't imagine going somewhere and not taking you with me
thank you for being there
i do need you
i don't know if i could do this without you
any of it
private;
Not when there was a time I wasn't even sure if I'd have one.
Of course.
I will always be here for you.