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Jotaro Kujo ([personal profile] starmark) wrote in [community profile] prismatica2020-07-03 11:59 pm

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[Congratulations, Lunatia, this (slightly backdated to earlier this week) post is hitting the network at something like 2:00 AM because guess who's lying awake tonight worrying about really minor things. You guessed it, it's Jotaro.]

do you think they make dragon medicine
i mean medicine for dragons
can dragons get sick

sharks can get sick so i'm pretty sure dragons can get sick
i don't know how physiologically similar they are but sharks have pretty good immune systems
and even they can sometimes get sick
i guess a dragon could get sick too probably

i know they can sneeze
i think when they sneeze there's sometimes fire so also you'd have to fireproof stuff
fireproof EVERYTHING

how old should a dragon be before it starts breathing fire
i wonder if there's a book about it or something

i need to find a book


[Thanks, nightblogging. Thanks a lot.]
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[personal profile] reposing 2020-07-05 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Jojo
I felt odd about this in the beginning. But I didn't want to say it when you came to me upset
I worried that maybe you'd decide you'd want to be with him instead of me.
It made me think of
watching Trevor and Sypha leave all over again
and that I'd be alone.

I don't really feel that way anymore.
And nobody did anything wrong
Yet I couldn't help but think to myself that you'd have the person you wanted first.
Terrible of me, isn't it?
But I instead tried to focus on both of you.
How Kakyoin must be feeling, and how you were feeling.

It's not really me in the middle anymore.
However, I also know that I'm probably not going to have the best advice available.
You and I are prone to blaming ourselves, waiting for some kind of punishment.
Yet Kakyoin and I also lash out in ways, become petty and sniping with our words.
So I think, if anything, I'm glad to be here as I am. For you both. Does that make sense?
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[personal profile] reposing 2020-07-05 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
I think I might always have that fear.
That I won't be enough
Not because I doubt you, but I doubt me.

Kakyoin had mentioned the VR machines and your intent to use them.
I think that we should still tell him about Star first.
I can wait outside when you two go, just in case you both need me.
I wouldn't mind.

For the record, I do like him. And I can see why you do too.
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[personal profile] reposing 2020-07-05 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I cannot imagine my life without you, Jojo. Certainly not my future.
Not when there was a time I wasn't even sure if I'd have one.

Of course.
I will always be here for you.