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[teaserving]

good alternative suggestions to getting shitfaced
list them
i will consider

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un: grimm

[hagrides]

Talking to your friends about what troubles you, perhaps?

[teaserving]

ugh
being all reasonable and shit
i guess i could do that though

[hagrides]

You are welcome to slide into my DMs, as they say.

[teaserving]

ha
is that what they say now?
all right
i'll take you up on it

[hagrides]

I am growing more acquainted with the modern lingo by the day, my friend.

private;

[teaserving]

you got one up on me

anyway
there was something weird that happened
like
i experienced myself in the future?
i dont really know what happened

[hagrides]

I have heard something of the matter. From one of the tears in reality, yes?

[teaserving]

yeah
that.

i still have some of the memories.
i was married again to someone else. we had kids.

[hagrides]

I see. And you wish to forget what you saw?

[teaserving]

i dont know?
i dont even know how i could've ended up in that situation
im not someone who moves on easily and i'd be such a shit dad

[hagrides]

Ten years is a long time in the life of a mortal. Enough to move forward, if not move on. It is not a betrayal to love another.

And I have known some truly terrible fathers. You have the earnest desire to do right by the people you care for, even if you may not always know how - that places you head and shoulders among many.

[teaserving]

ive loved more than once
fuck what's it three times now
i just
i dont feel suited

sure maybe i'd be better than some but that's like saying you'd rather step in a muddy puddle instead of a pile of dog shit

[hagrides]

You are young yet, and learning. It is alright not to be suited for something at the beginning and grow into it.

[teaserving]

you know
sometimes i forget that i've had to be the "old man" for a bunch of teenagers for awhile

fuck im 22

[hagrides]

Forgive my saying so, but that is really very cute of you to be so absentminded, my friend.