Thank you!! I hope so as well. (Although Mu and I are not lovers.) What is "bl"?
Well, Lady Scheherazade was a magi rather than a witch... But in a sense, a magi is basically just a very powerful type of witch. And I never thought about it like that, but I suppose that is exactly how I became human. Or, well, how I became my own person, at least... Apparently the other children never gave Lady Scheherazade half so much trouble, and I probably would have been the same were it not for meeting Marga, and then being supported so much by Aladdin and the others.
It sounds like a complicated situation indeed... But I wonder how much of the blame truly lies with you. Or rather, I wonder whether "blame" is a useful framework at all for examining all three of your actions. You cannot know what is in someone else's heart unless you talk about it and share it among yourselves, right? If you loved Shinichi, it wasn't wrong to try to be with him. Moreover, what makes two people "meant" for each other is the fact that they have chosen it for themselves. If you had just ignored your own feelings because you assumed you already knew what Shinichi's and Miyuki's were, would that truly have been better? Your love is as valuable as theirs! And I don't know whether I can speak to the rest, since there are times I have not only made my friends very angry, but times I got very angry with them, and even cried...
But, well In any case You are certainly correct that it is not good to hurt others, and that it is good to continue learning and growing as a person. But making a mistake, even a terrible one, could not really make you undeserving of love and friendship.
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What is "bl"?
Well, Lady Scheherazade was a magi rather than a witch...
But in a sense, a magi is basically just a very powerful type of witch.
And
I never thought about it like that, but
I suppose that is exactly how I became human. Or, well, how I became my own person, at least... Apparently the other children never gave Lady Scheherazade half so much trouble, and I probably would have been the same were it not for meeting Marga, and then being supported so much by Aladdin and the others.
It sounds like a complicated situation indeed...
But I wonder how much of the blame truly lies with you. Or rather, I wonder whether "blame" is a useful framework at all for examining all three of your actions. You cannot know what is in someone else's heart unless you talk about it and share it among yourselves, right? If you loved Shinichi, it wasn't wrong to try to be with him. Moreover, what makes two people "meant" for each other is the fact that they have chosen it for themselves. If you had just ignored your own feelings because you assumed you already knew what Shinichi's and Miyuki's were, would that truly have been better? Your love is as valuable as theirs!
And I don't know whether I can speak to the rest, since there are times I have not only made my friends very angry, but times I got very angry with them, and even cried...
But, well
In any case
You are certainly correct that it is not good to hurt others, and that it is good to continue learning and growing as a person. But making a mistake, even a terrible one, could not really make you undeserving of love and friendship.