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prismatica2020-10-08 11:27 am
wearingguess) wrote in prismatica2020-10-08 11:27 am
10/7 // video; un: laurea
[ titus's smiling face appears. it is very close to the camera. ]
Lunatia!! Amegahara, Lyestellus! Et cetera! Moonblessed and Moonheld! Hello!!
[ he makes a slight gesture, and the camera zooms out far enough to show a fuller view. anyone who knows him will notice right away that he's different! for one thing, his hair is so long that it's disappearing out of the bottom of the shot. for some others, he's wearing ceremonial silver armor and a heavy gold-trimmed cloak, and carrying an ornate golden staff taller than he is. his forearms, formerly badly cracked and set with stones, are perfectly smooth. and he looks more grown-up—though it might be hard to tell whether that's due to change in his features, or simply to his bearing. (also, subtitles to the video are appearing in real time.) ]
It is I! Titus Alexius! I have just now returned to this world! I gather that it's been three days here, just as it was three days the last time I left and then returned... Really, I wonder why it is three days?... but this time, for me, more than three years have gone by. So much has happened, and so much remains to be done, but what a gift it is to find myself once more in this place! My memories are returning all at once, and yet they are already years old... How strange and wonderful, to experience such instantaneous nostalgia...
[ abruptly, he leans forward and claps his hands together, letting the staff slip into the crook of his arm as he does so. ] In any case—honestly, I don't know how much of this is Cordis talking, but I am so, so excited to be back! I want to see and speak to you all again! I want to meet all the people I've never yet met! I want to eat, drink, and be merry! Of course, I want to moonlace—anything from handholding on up... Oh, speaking of which, I should update my profile on "the apps," shouldn't I?... ...Ah, but that can wait.
Everyone!! I will be permitted to drink them now, so please recommend your favorite alcoholic beverages! They have so many more varieties here than we do back home, and I am excited to try them, but I do know better than to sample too many at once.
Oh!! One more thing. I should like to retain the ongoing services of anyone with healing capabilities, for any compensation you deem appropriate. It's possible that I don't actually require it—perhaps the rejuvenating effect of moonlacing will be enough by itself—but I wish to err on the side of caution.
And... let's see. Please tell me the last thing that made you smile... or your favorite thing about the world of Prismatica. Or, perhaps, tell me an interesting fact! (And just so you know, my standards for what counts as interesting are extremely easy to meet.)
Lunatia!! Amegahara, Lyestellus! Et cetera! Moonblessed and Moonheld! Hello!!
[ he makes a slight gesture, and the camera zooms out far enough to show a fuller view. anyone who knows him will notice right away that he's different! for one thing, his hair is so long that it's disappearing out of the bottom of the shot. for some others, he's wearing ceremonial silver armor and a heavy gold-trimmed cloak, and carrying an ornate golden staff taller than he is. his forearms, formerly badly cracked and set with stones, are perfectly smooth. and he looks more grown-up—though it might be hard to tell whether that's due to change in his features, or simply to his bearing. (also, subtitles to the video are appearing in real time.) ]
It is I! Titus Alexius! I have just now returned to this world! I gather that it's been three days here, just as it was three days the last time I left and then returned... Really, I wonder why it is three days?... but this time, for me, more than three years have gone by. So much has happened, and so much remains to be done, but what a gift it is to find myself once more in this place! My memories are returning all at once, and yet they are already years old... How strange and wonderful, to experience such instantaneous nostalgia...
[ abruptly, he leans forward and claps his hands together, letting the staff slip into the crook of his arm as he does so. ] In any case—honestly, I don't know how much of this is Cordis talking, but I am so, so excited to be back! I want to see and speak to you all again! I want to meet all the people I've never yet met! I want to eat, drink, and be merry! Of course, I want to moonlace—anything from handholding on up... Oh, speaking of which, I should update my profile on "the apps," shouldn't I?... ...Ah, but that can wait.
Everyone!! I will be permitted to drink them now, so please recommend your favorite alcoholic beverages! They have so many more varieties here than we do back home, and I am excited to try them, but I do know better than to sample too many at once.
Oh!! One more thing. I should like to retain the ongoing services of anyone with healing capabilities, for any compensation you deem appropriate. It's possible that I don't actually require it—perhaps the rejuvenating effect of moonlacing will be enough by itself—but I wish to err on the side of caution.
And... let's see. Please tell me the last thing that made you smile... or your favorite thing about the world of Prismatica. Or, perhaps, tell me an interesting fact! (And just so you know, my standards for what counts as interesting are extremely easy to meet.)
no subject
or god resets aoi
enemies to lovers arc
aoi's never been in a bl for obvious reasons
but aoi hopes the two of you have a golden ending together that makes you both very happy
so titus was created from magic and a witch
did making friends and learning how to love make you into a human?
shinichi is aoi's best friend and the main character
he loves miyuki his chilhood best friend
they're meant to be together so shinichi can't love aoi
maybe aoi can find someone just for her one day but it's not him
aoi hurt her friend miyuki a lot and made her angry and cry
aoi tried to seduce and have sex with shinichi
knowing miyuki and shinichi love each other
but aoi did it anyway
so aoi is trying to be a better friend now
she helped shinichi and miyuki get together
but there is still more for aoi to learn and do even here
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What is "bl"?
Well, Lady Scheherazade was a magi rather than a witch...
But in a sense, a magi is basically just a very powerful type of witch.
And
I never thought about it like that, but
I suppose that is exactly how I became human. Or, well, how I became my own person, at least... Apparently the other children never gave Lady Scheherazade half so much trouble, and I probably would have been the same were it not for meeting Marga, and then being supported so much by Aladdin and the others.
It sounds like a complicated situation indeed...
But I wonder how much of the blame truly lies with you. Or rather, I wonder whether "blame" is a useful framework at all for examining all three of your actions. You cannot know what is in someone else's heart unless you talk about it and share it among yourselves, right? If you loved Shinichi, it wasn't wrong to try to be with him. Moreover, what makes two people "meant" for each other is the fact that they have chosen it for themselves. If you had just ignored your own feelings because you assumed you already knew what Shinichi's and Miyuki's were, would that truly have been better? Your love is as valuable as theirs!
And I don't know whether I can speak to the rest, since there are times I have not only made my friends very angry, but times I got very angry with them, and even cried...
But, well
In any case
You are certainly correct that it is not good to hurt others, and that it is good to continue learning and growing as a person. But making a mistake, even a terrible one, could not really make you undeserving of love and friendship.
no subject
unless there's someone else you haven't mentioned
boys love
meeting shinichi and miyuki made aoi feel, want, and think things that aoi never experienced in the game before and was like a background character
so aoi was wondering if that happened to titus too
marga and aladdin must be very important to you
aoi knows shinichi doesn't love her
they are meant to be together because god asked aoi to help them get together to complete miyuki's route
also miyuki is the designated chilhood best friend character
but eventually aoi also wanted to help them get together because they are her friends and it would make them happier
aoi's love hurt her friends
so she's not sure if it's a good thing
it would be better for aoi not to love shinichi
but she doesn't want to stop loving him too
that creates a glitch
aoi will try not to hurt others
she hasn't made anyone really upset so far here
ok
aoi will remember that she is deserving of love and friendship
no subject
Have you always been a heroine in your past lives, then, and never a hero?
As for becoming Mu's lover, I suppose it might be a little awkward. He always loved my mother, but she never really thought of him like that since he was around 240 years younger than she was... And I am not only her cloned son who is 14 years younger than Mu, but I also gained all of her memories when I was reborn after both of our deaths. Considering his type is obviously older women, it is possible I am the worst of both worlds as romantic prospects go. But I could always suggest it and see what he thinks!
There is also Sphintus. I love him very much as well, and we are basically raising my dear Marga together, so it would probably make sense for us to be lovers. But for all the time I've known him, his dream has been to marry a rich noblewoman, and I would hate for him to give that up on my account...
I don't think your love truly hurt Shinichi and Miyuki, at least not in the long run. After all, is your love for them not the reason you ended up deciding you wanted to help them be happy with one another?
I also wonder whether it is really all right for God to meddle in people's private affairs like that.
no subject
maybe there is a bl version of aoi
aoi hopes she can meet him one day
a lot of backstory
some would find that an interesting ship dynamic
but aoi will support what titus wants
and if it's another love interest that's ok too
maybe what sphintus wants isn't what he needs
maybe he needs you instead of a rich noblewoman
he can say he wants that but maybe that is just for show
titus has some good possibel love interests
should go for the one that's better in bed and has an interesting epilogue
but that's aoi's bias
aoi wonders if she's a fujoshi now
yes
they will never understand that because they've forgotten about aoi already
but that thought is enough for me
aoi doesn't know that answer
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Oh, Aoi!! Have they really forgotten? I am so sorry. You would think that if God is taking a personal interest in this matter to begin with, he could have prevented something so cruel from happening.