I've done a lot of things in my life but never that; ANONYMOUS TEXT

[rippingu]

[He has some questions or some thoughts or some concerns. Either way, he is reaching out anonymously cause it's complicated is an understatement. But he does not need this getting back to his bandmates, so anon all the way through the whole thing. If you can hack it; feel free, just keep his secret?]

How do you date someone? What is there you can do to make it special in a place like this?

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[shinseikai]

Do you really think another person can do that for someone? Save them from themselves?

[rippingu]

Yeah, I do or I need to, can't spend my life in a different bed every night, it's lonely and exhausting sometimes.

The right person can. The wrong one will just dig knives under your skin.

[shinseikai]

It's ridiculous to think someone could do that for you. If you're going to make that decision you have to make it yourself.

Expecting someone to do that for you is like drowning and asking for help from someone who doesn't know how to swim. You're only going to drag them down with you.

[rippingu]

You're probably right; but if he's what motivates me, gives me a reason to give enough of a shit about myself to want to change it.

Why do you think I'm here making a fool of myself? I don't want to drag him down, I want to stop drowning.

[shinseikai]

You're not making a fool out of yourself. If he's just a motivation that's a probably a good thing.

[rippingu]

Here's to hoping you're right or I'm exploding my entire life.


[because this can even blow up the band, which means his future in a way.]

[shinseikai]

Good luck
Though my guess is it's not going to be as bad as you think it is

[rippingu]

I'll still take all the luck I can get.