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big tiddy goth gf ([personal profile] teaserving) wrote in [community profile] prismatica2020-11-12 08:26 am

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hey
fellow "i died and now im alive in the moon sex planet" people

you feel a little less dead?
starmark: (HESITANT ☆ but starving whales though)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
see
you don't need a bunch of questions when you can figure this shit out for yourself

do you want a list

or are you wondering about someone in particular
starmark: (REGRET ☆ no turning back no backing down)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
she still died in 1983
sorry
changing that would've changed...way too many other things

but
when she leaves here she'll get a choice
she can go to heaven or stay in morioh

it'll be up to her
whatever she wants is what will happen
starmark: (SILHOUETTE ☆ you're a sky full of stars)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
this is going to sound stupid
but
it's hard to

it's hard to have to stop
i don't want to be some judge of who gets to make it and who doesn't
who's worth it and who isn't
when i should do something and when i shouldn't

it's hard not to think i should do more
and more
and more
and more

but if i start doing that then i'll never stop

so i'm trying not to think of it as saving people or not
i just
tried to fix things that went wrong

a lot of it sorted itself out on its own
starmark: (REDDEN ☆ my friends i am a tsun ami)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah
i'm actually kind of holding off with grandpa

to see if he remembers me before i have to tell him
starmark: (DAZED ☆ for god's sake just let him rest)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah
i finally have one that isn't a bastard now

or i guess technically i've always had one like that now

yare yare it's complicated
starmark: (SUFFER ☆ for god's sake i was seven)

1/3

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
starmark: (FACEDESK ☆ why this why me god why)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
starmark: (YARE ☆ jiji please seek jesus okay)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
ok grandma

whatever you say
starmark: (UH ☆ grandpa caesar save me please)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
great-aunt would make you somebody's sister

i learned a lot more about how people in families are all related to each other while i was gone
starmark: (NOSE ☆ not it not it i call not it)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
you're fucking giorno's cousin-in-law once removed
starmark: (ALOOF ☆ not sure if want or do not want)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-12 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
he's the one who saved you, right

on the beach?
starmark: (MUSE ☆ that's a good question pinky)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-13 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
ok that's what i thought
or figured, anyway

i'm glad it worked
starmark: (CHIN ☆ oh my god that's kawaii as fuck)

[personal profile] starmark 2020-11-13 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
for what it's worth
i fought a guy who was bringing people back from the dead
or maybe undoing their deaths i guess but whatever

the point is
he was making them do his dirty work
controlling them

you weren't among them
so i guess he must've tried to get you and you told him to fuck off

which is pretty funny to think about

anyway i really didn't do much of anything
a coin flipped and i just made it land the other way
that's all

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