piercedyourheart: (oh jaysus)

[personal profile] piercedyourheart 2019-09-12 01:46 pm (UTC)(link)
hey
only i can call you the worst

and you know i dont mean it right?
bc youre not obv
foolaround: (ᴠɪᴠɪᴀɴ)

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[personal profile] foolaround 2019-09-12 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
i know you dont mean it
but i do.

im not a good person and i told you that

and hey, people think self-deprecation is charming right??
i'm always supposed to have a smile.
or a joke.
or some encouragement
because ive always been making myself into what other people need or expect or... whatever
so it just gets... easy to go along with it without bringing the mood down
act like it's another little quip, everyone laughs, everything moves on.
no one used to think twice about it
piercedyourheart: (i'm vulnerable too you know)

[personal profile] piercedyourheart 2019-09-12 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
theres only so many times you can say leave it to me or laugh about something that isnt funny before we figured out something was going on
but you cant give everything of yourself
that's too much
you cant be everyone for everybody

idk minako
i said it before but even if you're convinced you're terrible people will be here for you
especially me
foolaround: (ɢʜᴏᴜʟ)

[personal profile] foolaround 2019-09-15 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
orpheus evolved because im a cipher and messiah awakened when i accepted my role
so if i can't do that then what good am i


[ the dots bounce for a second. ]

sorry i killed the vibe
piercedyourheart: (oh jaysus)

[personal profile] piercedyourheart 2019-09-15 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
don't apologize for talking about how you feel. ever.
we've been honest with each other since the beginning right? or at least since you woke up in the hospital after you summoned your persona for the first time. you can talk about whatever you want.
you've listened to me talk through some heavy stuff so i wanna return the favor.

and you're good for a lot of reasons. like way too many to list.
and i'm gonna get that through your head.
eventually.


[ a five minute pause before: ]

i care about you idiot
Edited 2019-09-15 04:25 (UTC)