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[zunge]

what are your thoughts on pain?

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[restringing]

[It takes Mafuyu several minutes to respond, brows knit on the other side of the screen as he thinks of what to say. Really, trying to spout off the things that other people have told him isn't fair to someone in a completely different situation, and acting like he fully believes every word of what he's saying isn't entirely fair either.]

I'm bad at showing my emotions
So I might be pretending too
I think I'm pretending right now, just a little
And saying some of this to make myself feel better about being here
I can't really tell

We're different
I don't know what it's like to be a leader and have to live up to anything
When my boyfriend died I stayed home and sat in my room in the dark for days
Maybe that's a privilege

But even if I don't understand anything
One thing I do know is that you have to keep living
Or else no one will understand you

baby ;-;

[huaisang]

I am sorry that you also lost someone important. Maybe we are different but

but maybe our grief makes us similar? I never really talked about this before - I couldn't. [ in some ways, he can't, still. ] I understand what you're saying, and I

I don't think you are wrong. For what's worth, I don't know anything much about you but I am sorry for your loss.

He's trying his best...

[restringing]

I couldn't talk about it either
It felt like I kept it inside forever
But I found an outlet to express those feelings
And then opened up a little to two important people over time

Thank you
It's ok
I'm sorry for yours too
Maybe we are similar
If we understand heartbreak like that

If you've never talked about it before it's going to be hard
And it's going to hurt a lot
But maybe you should try
Just a little

HE IS THE BEST

[huaisang]

I will... think about it. That's all I can promise, I don't know - I don't know anything else, but it's good to know that at least for someone it gets better.

♡

[restringing]

You don't have to promise me anything
Just get through each day
That's enough