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If you had to describe the three moons and their respective cycles with a single word, how would you describe them?

And please tell me that Iris isn't the 'sex moon'.

[This next bit is sent as a private message, specifically directed at anyone who he came across while he was under the moon's effects.]

I am so, so sorry for what happened. I had heard stories, but I didn't know it would be as bad as it was.

I'll be taking precautions in the future, but if there's anything I can do to make up for what already happened then please let me know.

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[But the rest of the conversation definitely isn't as fun to think about. He knows at least some of what Nakajima means, about how sometimes their scars chose to show themselves in strange ways. Maybe not Nakajima's specific scars, but...]

I won't tell anyone. I don't like that it's needed, but I understand why.

I wouldn't want to lose control either.

I will remember it, then.

[It's a date lol]

Someday I will be able to control it without the collar, but until then I don't want to take any risks.

The forced transformations are distant now. The only time I've felt close to it has been that time on the roof. So I would count that as an improvement.

But I think I'm not ready to go without the collar yet. Not with how this place keeps surprising me.

[A very interesting sort of date.]

I understand. The risks are a lot. Even with the limiter on mine, I still worry that if I get injured enough I might end up transforming. That's what happened the last time I was told it happened, when Akutagawa cut off my leg.

But if you ever feel like you want to test it, you at least have people here who can help now. I could at least hold the tiger down for awhile if it happens, since we have the same ability. And Dazai-san could help, too.

[Though...]

Though there's something I haven't mentioned.

Thank you for that offer. I appreciate it.

This is something I need to work through on my own, though. I need to learn how to stand on my own two feet and take care of my own problems.

[Hahahaha what is having the support of friends and loved ones, that sounds fake.]

If that's something you feel you need to do for yourself, that's fine. But if it's because you don't think you should have any help... I'd have to disagree.

You're just as deserving of help as anyone else. And I want to help you, if I can. Not because you're another 'me' but because I like you and want to spend more time with you, learn more about you.

[A pause, before.]

You should know. Whatever's limiting my ability here, it isn't Fukuzawa-san's ability.

[Well it's a good thing that Atsushi says that last part, because it gives Nakajima an excuse to not talk about everything else Atsushi said. Nakajima read it all, but he doesn't want to talk about it quite yet. ]

What is limiting your ability here, then?

[Congrats on the out, Nakajima.]

I don't know. All I know is it doesn't feel like his ability. It's something from here.

Maybe my ability is being limited somehow so I can produce Chroma better? It's just a guess though.

I think I get what you're saying. If your power is limited, then mine probably is as well.

[He finds it hard to trust that, though.]

It's possible. I can't be sure, but you might be able to test it, if you want to.

[Honestly, Atsushi had difficulty trusting some things here as well, though a big one is 'will we continue to produce enough Chroma' for him.]

That would explain why there have been so few transformations on my part. I haven't even has a moment of 'maybe' yet other than that one time on the roof, and those are much more common.

Does that mean you might be able to go without the collar? I mean, I haven't transformed at all here, and I didn't receive any training for ability use.

[....That is probably not at all flattering for the ADA or Dazai, whoops.]

Maybe?

I don't know if I could try it though. If I do transform, it could be disastrous. It's better not to risk it.

I told you before, didn't I? If you want to try it, you've got support. Me, Dazai-san, and I bet Atsushi-san would help if I asked.

I'll think about it.

[Maybe later. He's still very HHHHH about accepting help.]

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