He exploited...everything. My trust, my love, my faith that we would build a good world together. I should have drowned him in fire.

(And, yes, she does mean that last bit literally. As such, the prospect of opening her heart fully to another is distasteful. Of course she can have friends and allies - plenty of them, in fact. She wants support when and if more from Westeros ever arrive.)

Meeting you as you are and encountering you changed both interest me. I will be able to think clearer if I am not controlled by Sanguis.

(She forgets all shame during that phase and the dragon within her takes what it pleases.)