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[darkcharge]

I don't know how you losers manage to get anything done. Before I didn't really understand why people didn't just do what they needed to and then move onto the next thing.

It's because of all these stupid emotions. Not only are they distracting, they just enable weakness. You sit there and think and process before doing something productive. Then you have to process some more because you had feelings over what just happened.

How do you even live with yourselves.

Excuse me, brother, but I want a refund.

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[darkcharge]

Barely tangentially related but you're hanging out with one of the guardians right?
That makes you more than barely.

Only because I never asked for anyone to worry about me.

[lunadiviner]

Yeah, and I'm only connected through him.
Meanwhile, you're hanging out with two? More?

That's the thing about worry. People have a bad habit of just doing it.
Let them worry, it means they care about you.
You didn't ask them to care about you, but you don't get a say in that one.

[darkcharge]

True, but you must like Xion and Roxas to some degree.
It's also not fair to lump me in. I don't have a choice on who has the other half of my heart and the person that filled in the space I left behind.
And from what it sounds like you're saying?
I'm not going to have a choice in anything.

[lunadiviner]

I. Hm. Since my first impulse was to say I don't, I suppose it would be more fair to say I'm making an attempt to.
But you're right. I apologize, and will refrain from lumping you in unless you do so yourself.
You have a choice in everything except how others think of you, which is.
Frustrating, I know.

[darkcharge]

Look at that. You're already softer than you were before.
I'm not sure if it's an improvement on your personality or not since it didn't seem like you had much of one before.
Anyway, apology accepted since I'm feeling gracious.
Personally I never cared about what others thought of me because whether right or wrong, their opinions of me don't matter.
It still doesn't feel like I've had much of a choice in anything since arriving here.

[lunadiviner]

I guess so.
I had emotions before I lost my heart, so it's more a case of getting used to having them again instead of never having had them before. If that's soft, then...

Anyway, their opinions of you don't matter, and you haven't had much of a choice in anything since arriving here, so start making choices for yourself for once. Who's going to stop you?

[Go find people whose opinions do matter to you, Vanitas. Move out? Distance yourself from The Light?

Make Ventus cry, apparently.]

[darkcharge]

No one I suppose.