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prismatica2019-05-05 05:23 pm
tekhartha) wrote in prismatica2019-05-05 05:23 pm
Entry tags:
- final fantasy xiv: cehd'ra oen rowe,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: otacon,
- original character: ana ramir,
- original character: kairon,
- overwatch: angela ziegler,
- overwatch: genji shimada,
- overwatch: tekhartha zenyatta,
- saints row: matt miller,
- sengoku basara: mitsuhide akechi,
- star wars: draz'ohv'inadax,
- team fortress 2: engineer,
- team fortress 2: spy,
- the magnus archives: jonathan sims
voice; 001
I had never given much thought to sexual intimacy before I arrived here.
[The soft, sonorous thrum of Zenyatta's voice comes drifting across the network like a cloud on the wind, punctuated haphazardly by the faintest of chimes as his orbs circle, unseen. His tone is carefully neutral, curious and undemanding, as he continues.]
When my omnic brothers and sisters liberated ourselves, some among us chose to forsake such human forms of sexual gratification as symbolic of our subservience; our bodies were built for the use of humans, and our ability to feel physical pleasure merely a supplement to human pleasure. To use them as free, sentient beings was to agree that we were little more than shallow imitations of our creators.
I had not considered my own path at all, until now- and, for my ignorance, it is all I can think about for a few days each month!
[Wryly amused for a second there before he continues. If he is being perfectly honest there is one person in particular who is driving him to distraction, but... he hums.]
I believe I would like to try it for myself, under the right circumstances, yet I find myself-- quite unsure. Would any of you be so kind as to share your own first experiences? [brightly:] "Virginity" is merely a social construct, of course, but I am sure each of you has a story you might care to tell!
[The soft, sonorous thrum of Zenyatta's voice comes drifting across the network like a cloud on the wind, punctuated haphazardly by the faintest of chimes as his orbs circle, unseen. His tone is carefully neutral, curious and undemanding, as he continues.]
When my omnic brothers and sisters liberated ourselves, some among us chose to forsake such human forms of sexual gratification as symbolic of our subservience; our bodies were built for the use of humans, and our ability to feel physical pleasure merely a supplement to human pleasure. To use them as free, sentient beings was to agree that we were little more than shallow imitations of our creators.
I had not considered my own path at all, until now- and, for my ignorance, it is all I can think about for a few days each month!
[Wryly amused for a second there before he continues. If he is being perfectly honest there is one person in particular who is driving him to distraction, but... he hums.]
I believe I would like to try it for myself, under the right circumstances, yet I find myself-- quite unsure. Would any of you be so kind as to share your own first experiences? [brightly:] "Virginity" is merely a social construct, of course, but I am sure each of you has a story you might care to tell!
voice; [1/2]
But let me ask that other face...
cw: dubcon?, masochism and sadism 2/3
Ah! To go back to those times... would be lovely... it would be lovely... social construct... yes, it is... it's just that... the first time I laid eyes upon him... when I heard his voice calling out... I knew I would love and follow him forever. I knew that... and so anything that happened afterward was due to that devotion... ah, how nice...
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So, he says. Such a troubling person... to mix up the feelings of love and hate. These stories should be filled with much more love, don't you agree?
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He does not have to ask who he is. Already he suspects that he exists only in this man's fractured mind.
A part of him, the part that still uses Mondatta's voice, reminds him that it is not for him to judge another's past. He holds onto it, and answers with the utmost kindness.]
There are many forms of love in this world- it is not always soft and gentle, and sometimes it will hurt. But it is never cruel. When one grows accustomed to a fist, it becomes easy to become infatuated with it on the rare occasion that it is simply a hand.
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[ A very small sigh. ] I will tell you that fist never became a hand. Yet he still hopes one day that it will be. With enough diligence, with enough love, with enough devotion... those sort of words when given to someone cold turn to chains.
I hope you will not find yourself in such a situation for your first love. Virginity is a social construct. But love is love, isn't it? For the first one you love, be careful with whom you decide to bind yourself to. I would not wish for you to end up being unable to escape, like that poor creature.
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There is always hope, in life and in love. I pray that he will find a way to break the chain and begin again. [wistfully:] I realise it seems an impossible feat. Sometimes I fear that, should I be presented with the chance, I might love too deeply and recklessly, or not at all. I am not sure which would be worse.
I think I would rather hurt.
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[ A soft hum. ]
But destroying yourself will ... it won't allow you to become closer to what you want to be, my dear new friend. [ His voice turns a little cheerful in turn. ] After all, your words and your soul is kind. Which means you, too, wish to be kind, right?
My meaning... do you understand it?