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prismatica2020-02-16 05:29 pm
amidstsnow) wrote in prismatica2020-02-16 05:29 pm
video | un:jinzixun
[look at this finely dressed deer in the headlights. this is the face of a man who's clearly trying hard at something. and while he's still new to much of the technology here, that isn't the problem. (even if the typo in his own name might suggest otherwise.)
he looks like he might turn this off after all, and maybe he's regretting that he didn't go with the texted word, but then he takes a breath and pushes forward.]
I would like to address those out there who are fathers. Or anyone who might have experience with raising a child. Sons, especially.
[a long pause...a man with as much pride as jin zixuan surely finds it hard to ask for help. but he reminds himself of his sole reason, and suddenly it all rushes out.]
How does one...form bonds with them? What activities do they enjoy? What should you talk about? Do you try to be their friend?
How do you inquire about their [his expression twists.] chroma?
Any advice would be appreciated.
[please make him father of the year, it would mean so much.]
he looks like he might turn this off after all, and maybe he's regretting that he didn't go with the texted word, but then he takes a breath and pushes forward.]
I would like to address those out there who are fathers. Or anyone who might have experience with raising a child. Sons, especially.
[a long pause...a man with as much pride as jin zixuan surely finds it hard to ask for help. but he reminds himself of his sole reason, and suddenly it all rushes out.]
How does one...form bonds with them? What activities do they enjoy? What should you talk about? Do you try to be their friend?
How do you inquire about their [his expression twists.] chroma?
Any advice would be appreciated.
[please make him father of the year, it would mean so much.]
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whAT
WHAT IS THIS
WHY
DAD???? WHAT ARE YOU DOING???
INQUIRE ABOUT HIS CHROMA?????????
Jin Ling feels like he's dying. This is it, this is how he dies, watching his newly discovered father utterly embarrass him on the network. His soul is extinguished. He can never ever show his face again. Not to anyone. Not ever.
He CERTAINLY can't reply to this. He cannot. He cannot acknowledge this even ever existed, can't draw attention to it, can't-- ]
2/2 video, un: thejinling
Jin Ling's face appears on the screen, he is beet red and looking half way between furious and mortified. ]
Or you could just ask!! You could just ask yourself!!
Why are you asking strangers?? I'm not that difficult!!
[ How many exclamation marks can you even use, Jin Ling... ]
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[oh, that's right. just because he asked for dads doesn't mean that dads are the only ones who could see this.]
Are you feeling well? You look feverish.
[oh gods, what does he do when his kid is sick, he didn't ask that!!!]
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I'm not sick!! I want to know why you didn't just ask me!
Why are you asking about my chroma on the network?
You don't have to do this! What do any of them know about me anyway??
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I didn't want... [zixuan swallows hard.] I didn't want to put any pressure on you. I was hoping for advice that would make it easier on the both of us.
And it's alright if your chroma isn't at the level of other boys, it truly is.
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Remind him about growing up without a father and then pity him on his chroma level.
He looks so furious that he's about to cry, and then he disconnects, the feed going black. ]
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[SEE. THIS SHIT RIGHT HERE IS WHY.]
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yelling at you via text bc we're sure you're not picking up
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[but]
...I appreciate your support.
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—It. You have it—
My support.
[ hey quick favor please end his life ]
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