Nagito Komaeda (
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prismatica2020-04-22 03:04 pm
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[Komaeda looks straight at the camera. He seems rather subdued. He doesn't usually make posts himself, but he felt a need to address the void that was the network.]
A certain person from my world seems to be gone. I should celebrate and yet....
[He had not spoken to her beyond when he arrived, but there had been a certain comfort in knowing she was around to hate.]
I never got the chance to get revenge. It's better for everyone here that she's gone. But, it means there is no one else left but me.
[He was unaware of Mukuro's presence.]
Really I should look at this all as a blessing. We had such a terrible event, it was a lot of bad luck! Even despairing.... But now she's gone, and things look brighter.
Yes. Even though a lot of people died, I know something amazing is soon to come! The loss of Enoshima Junko proves this!
[His melancholy expression changes to that of excitement as he raises his arms up.]
Rejoice! Hope will come, and make up for all of the Despair!
A certain person from my world seems to be gone. I should celebrate and yet....
[He had not spoken to her beyond when he arrived, but there had been a certain comfort in knowing she was around to hate.]
I never got the chance to get revenge. It's better for everyone here that she's gone. But, it means there is no one else left but me.
[He was unaware of Mukuro's presence.]
Really I should look at this all as a blessing. We had such a terrible event, it was a lot of bad luck! Even despairing.... But now she's gone, and things look brighter.
Yes. Even though a lot of people died, I know something amazing is soon to come! The loss of Enoshima Junko proves this!
[His melancholy expression changes to that of excitement as he raises his arms up.]
Rejoice! Hope will come, and make up for all of the Despair!
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Her great Despair, all it did was lay the stepping stones for the birth of the Greatest Hope! I haven’t seen it yet, but, I could feel it close....
[He clutches his arms and laughs a little.]
Since you’re alone now, why not try and be something different?
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Maybe I tried.
I can’t.
You see, my love for Junko is more powerful than anything else in this world. So, I’ll keep her alive. I won’t forget her, I won’t change. I’ll be her vessel if I have to be. Even if that’s all this worthless, useless girl can do.
[And Mukuro takes a dangerous step forward.]
Junko’s despair...is never...ever....going to go away.
Forget whatever you’re planning. I won’t allow you to call her a “stepping stone”. Certainly not for something as flimsy as “hope.”
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But then, I understand why it had to be this way, because, without that level of despair, without that sort of deep loss, we would never reach the potential heights we have now!
[He doesn’t think to back away, or watch her particularly closely. Not that he wasn’t paying attention, but, he knew there was no point. He was a sickly man with little defensive capabilities. If she wanted to kill him it was up to fate to decide.]
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Junko’s despair will never disappear. Even if I...Even I’m dead in the world that I came from, I can soak this place in my sister’s despair.
[Again, Mukuro doesn’t look entirely sure of her words...but she looks down at herself, at her hands, and her expression starts to shift into something a little more dangerous.]
Yeah...That’s what I’ll do. There is no other purpose for me but to become a vessel for her despair, a weapon through and through.
You can play your games, but it doesn’t matter to me. It won’t change anything.
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[He wondered if this world could fall into despair even with more effort, but, it didn't matter. He waved his hand dismissively, he was unimpressed with her conviction.]
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At least I am good at something. [Her eyes narrow dangerously.]
You are nothing. You are worthless. You were worthless to her then, and you are worthless now. There is nothing you can do. You’re powerless.
I was going to kill you. I still can. Might take a few tries, but I’m very persistent. [The grip on his wrist tightens.]
...But Junko wouldn’t want that. Junko would make sure that something far worse happened to you.
[And she lets go of him. There’s nothing for it. If she killed him here, he’d just come back, spouting on about hope.]
Of all of the people to be stuck with, of course it’s you.