onerous: (into the blinding light)
Yuri Kozukata ([personal profile] onerous) wrote in [community profile] prismatica 2020-04-24 04:19 am (UTC)

Rulan... [She echoes the name, then repeats it a couple more times before making a soft ‘hmm’ noise.] I like it though, I don’t think it’s stupid at all. It sort of matches with my name, actually. ‘Yuri’ means ‘evening jasmine.’

[She’s pretty pleased about that, actually. It’s cute that their names kinda match!

He continues though and she falls quiet a moment.
] You did. But you came back. You didn’t remember me or anything though, and... it hurt. It did. I wasn’t sure if I should try for anything again or not... I thought maybe it might be better if I just stayed away entirely.

But... then I decided... It hurt even more to stay away. And at first I thought I was just being selfish, but then I thought if I’d already loved and lost and survived, I could survive it again, that I was strong enough to. Denying myself a chance to be happy after I realized that just felt... stupid.

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