002. text. un: orchid

[inheritedpain]

[ Jin Ling is trying to get better at this anonymity thing, which is why he chose a username that he knows no one who knew him would think he chose. ]

okay so
beyond moonlacing or whatever because we all have to do that and it doesn’t always mean anything

how many of you have someone or someones that you love, here

like real love or the closest thing you’ve felt to it anyway


and if you do are they from your home or are they from other worlds



and if they’re from other worlds
how are you going to

what are you going to do when one of you leaves

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un; nocturne

[synchroswim]

i have two
or uh
had? one of them disappeared so its just been the two of us but it hasnt...

it hasnt really been easy and this is coming from a guy whos kinda emotionally constipated because of a bunch of stuff related to what i am but thats another story :\

but we still have moments where we just sort of
sit around feeling weird because its not the same without the other guy here and real talk im still pretty much new to this whole dating thing so i dont know what the right thing to do actually is you get me??

[inheritedpain]

that sounds awful

what you are? rather than who you are?

and yeah i get you
it's not like i've ever done this before either

back home i'll probably get my marriage arranged for me so i never really worried about it

is he new to it too

[synchroswim]

i'm a nobody
not like
'oh im nobody' but like
its a weird thing from my world involving hearts and emotions and junk

but i dunno i mean...
my boyfriend was super close with the guy cause they grew up together but i still feel a little weird prying
i never knew them before we all met from work stuff

[inheritedpain]

oh

are you a type of spirit or something?


is it prying if they brought you into it?
i get it though
that would make me nervous i guess

but i mean if he wants you there then he wants you there, right?
what’s the harm in asking

[synchroswim]

oh my GOD THAT'S THE PERFECT WAY TO DESCRIBE IT
i mean its way more than being a spooky ghost and stuff BUT THAT'S SO GOOD DUDE holy crap

but oh man uh
i dunno it just feels kinda weird cause the circumfr|
circumstances
on how we all started working together was reaaaally bad so i dont wanna open up any old wounds and stuff too but
one of these days maybe ill ask

[inheritedpain]

well i mean there are a lot more different kinds of spirits than just ghosts
i should know!!

it's been pretty weird to actually get to talk to spirits, though. and i've never heard of one called a nobody, so you're probably not from my world.


hm

i mean you're together now right

no matter how bad it was before, this is someone who loves you, right?