text, username: letsgetlecterous

[goingsoft]

[ For the most part, this seems to be a fan account for Lecter owned by a native prismal. There are gifsets. There are edits of videos. There are a few explicit Lecter/Reader fanfics. Not great timing. ]

It must be fucked up to die for someone, and then they just end up here. Fucking around. Doing nothing in particular.

You give everything so they can live and then that's all they do. Just live. They don't make the world better. They don't even want to do anything interesting. They're not even nice.

They probably didn't even mourn you.

Ungrateful bitch. Hope they were worth it.

[ If it wasn't clear, this isn't Trish's phone. She's stolen someone else's for better anonymity. It'll show up dumped somewhere in a few days, and the original owner will delete this post when they find it. ]

Comments

[hopticulture]

I don't know. I think, if I died saving someone's life, I'd be happy that they're still alive. No more or less.

[goingsoft]

But there has to be more.

If you died saving them, there has to be a reason for it, right? That you'd decide they're more important than you. And that the people who love them are more important than the people who love you.

[hopticulture]

I actually don't think there is always a reason for a lot of what we do.

Sometimes it's just doing what feels right.

[goingsoft]

I mean.

I'm not going to pretend that you're not objectively right. People don't think a whole lore before doing things. I certainly didn't think things through before being a disaster on the internet.

But dying feels like it should be different. It feels like there ought to be a reason for it.

[hopticulture]

Everyone dies someday, some sooner than others.
I've had to think about death a lot, and when you do you realize it can just happen at any time, and there just isn't going to be a reason for it. But, if you're trying to save someone's life, then I guess the reason is that you died to protect them.

Sorry if I'm not making much sense. It's just...there are more reasons for wanting someone to live than there are for dying.