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i know romance questions annoy everyone here but too bad im asking anyway

if you were able to choose how someone proposed to you
(yes, as in marriage proposal)

what would you want to happen

small, big? public, private?

no you dont need to know why im asking thats why its anon

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so you assume

Are you chickening out?

wouldnt you like to know

As long as it's not at the altar.

what kind of asshole do you take me for geez

Under ordinary circumstances, I don't. You're a good boy, Rin-chan.

wait are there other ci

cirm

circumstance

when you would?

You have a chronic case of foot in mouth and your mouth is pretty smart sometimes, but that's nothing compared to leaving someone at the altar.

Like I said, you're a good boy, Rin-chan. I don't expect that sort of thing out of you, but it doesn't hurt for you to hear it.

[ Because this is important and he needs to be certain. ]

that's fair

[He's still pouting on the other end, though.]

i wouldnt do that to her

I know. The fact that we're having this conversation

[ -- that they're talking about it instead of dancing around the subject faced with walls between them about it -- ]

speaks to that.

i have a lot to be nervous about

[Which will come up later when he has a pre-proposal panic]

but i really do care about her and if it wasnt gonna work out i would tell her well before that

i know i can be an ass but id never hurt her on purpose
hell the first time i kissed her
it was because i was forced to
and it made me feel super skeevy after and i even apologized to her despite her not remembering it happening

Rin-chan.

Right now, who are you trying to convince?

no one? just telling you what happened?

i dont need to convince myself that i wouldn't hurt her i already know that big duh

I thought so. That sounds like it might have been a rough start, though.

[ Tell her more? If he'd like. It's an open invitation. ]

man it was so DUMB and im still angry about it
i told you it was like a bunch of twisted fairytale bullshit right?
one of the things that happened was a bunch of us got transformed into certain roles
like i was supposed to be a 'prince'
and it made kohaku like uh
whats the one

sleeping beauty thats it

That sounds like some serious spellwork. You all were compelled to fill the roles you were assigned, I take it?

[ Like some kind of... play maybe? But she holds the thought. Better to wait for the answer than to assume, but she's definitely imagining it. She's familiar with that one, after all. ]

basically
i was told that if i didnt kiss her to wake her up she was just going to stay like that and probably die
obviously i didnt have a choice i wasnt gonna let that happen but god how gross

When you put it like that, it doesn't sound very charming. What happened then?

she woke up
didnt remember shit
i kept quiet for a while but kaoru convinced me it was probably worse to do that so i admitted to it and apologized a whole bunch but she wasnt angry
i mean i got a real kiss after so it worked out ok but god
that place wasnt even about sex at all and i still got put in more uncomfortable situations there