eleven 💕 anonymous text

[dereban]

hey.

so - sorry to be a little bit negative on anon, but, i kinda wanna talk for a bit. so, i've been in this world a really long time now! and something that i've noticed is that "things" tend to happen near the end of the month. it's like a pattern.

but's that's not what i want to talk about.

sometimes, people enjoy the things that happen during the end of the month.

sometimes, those things are bad.

for me? it's almost ALWAYS the latter. even for things that maybe most people would just brush off... they're 'trauma', for me. shit i had to deal with back home, that was forced on me. and it's stupidly ironic that some of these events tend to mirror the events that i've dealt with. personally. honestly, i don't even know if many people, if ANYONE can relate to me.

so i guess, the question i pose today is something a little more personal. go anon if you want, too.

but... how do you guys deal with it all? and more importantly: have events here mirrored things from your home worlds, too?

Comments

[downswing]

Recuperate as if from battle.

Cleansing, meditation, music.

text | un: fantasma

[teaserving]

i drink
and cook
and i used to fold origami for awhile
now im back to drinking

nothing here really mirrors home
nobody's crammed their fist through my chest so i think im good in that department

[justicedevil]

Nothing here really mirrors anything that happened back home for me. Even those times when there's attacks aren't even close to how things like that have gone for me back home.

As for dealing with it... well, I basically just throw myself into training. But that really only helps for the things people can fight, and won't really help if you're not someone who can just get lost in lifting weights or punching a bag for hours.

anon

[nojohnyouare]

[She almost doesn't respond. But she finds the anon button and hesitates for a long time before sending.]

Fighting enemies is fine. I just want to protect people. Though things like home

Once.

When that king said it was our fault. And some of the people believed him. Graffiti and throwing rocks, for being different. Supernatural. That's the only thing.

text; un: ruffestrabbit

[zunge]

Brainwashing and mind control triggered by audio was pretty fucking familiar. The rest of events encountered, not so much.

I blow off the steam however I feel like it at the time - street fight, video game, listen to music, whatever.