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jojo's bizarre adventure: jotaro kujo

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[Congratulations, Lunatia, this (slightly backdated to earlier this week) post is hitting the network at something like 2:00 AM because guess who's lying awake tonight worrying about really minor things. You guessed it, it's Jotaro.]

do you think they make dragon medicine
i mean medicine for dragons
can dragons get sick

sharks can get sick so i'm pretty sure dragons can get sick
i don't know how physiologically similar they are but sharks have pretty good immune systems
and even they can sometimes get sick
i guess a dragon could get sick too probably

i know they can sneeze
i think when they sneeze there's sometimes fire so also you'd have to fireproof stuff
fireproof EVERYTHING

how old should a dragon be before it starts breathing fire
i wonder if there's a book about it or something

i need to find a book

[Thanks, nightblogging. Thanks a lot.]

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I wasn't sure if I should share that he was visiting me. He seemed to need the space and he doesn't know many other people here.

I do like him. Even if I'm not completely sure he likes me.

But yes. We should.

if he's been a petty asshole to you then he likes you
if he's been superior and dismissive then he doesn't
kakyoin's kind of complicated but you get the hang of him after a while

anyway i guess
should we go tell him right now?

it's the middle of the night but i don't know if it's important enough to wake him up for

Well I've had petty asshole who is a little dismissive, so who's to say at this point, I suppose.

You tell me. Is he actually asleep right now?

uh let me go see

huh
that's weird
he went to sleep with star out

i mean star's just right there
while he's sleeping

Maybe Kakyoin just wants to feel safe.

it's so weird to see star but not have him be mine

he remembers me though
he did that thing you had him doing where he was kind of snuggling me

i guess if he had hierophant right now he'd probably have the whole room boobytrapped
but star can't make a security net like that
he's just doing the best he can

It's a very strange thing honestly. But it at least gives me some perspective on how a Stand feels and works.

In any case, I think that's what it is.
When Kakyoin wakes up, let me know and we can all talk to him.
I think it's also important that you try to not make it seem like you're eager to have him blame you or punish you.

blame me or punish me?

i don't understand

do i...do that a lot?

According to Kakyoin, you do.
Which didn't surprise me when he told me.

I know you blame yourself.
Just as I blame myself for what happened with Dracula.

does it bother you that he's telling this stuff to you?

i know that it's
probably because he can't talk to me about it
i just don't want you to feel

...
forced into the middle, i guess

does that make sense?

Jojo
I felt odd about this in the beginning. But I didn't want to say it when you came to me upset
I worried that maybe you'd decide you'd want to be with him instead of me.
It made me think of
watching Trevor and Sypha leave all over again
and that I'd be alone.

I don't really feel that way anymore.
And nobody did anything wrong
Yet I couldn't help but think to myself that you'd have the person you wanted first.
Terrible of me, isn't it?
But I instead tried to focus on both of you.
How Kakyoin must be feeling, and how you were feeling.

It's not really me in the middle anymore.
However, I also know that I'm probably not going to have the best advice available.
You and I are prone to blaming ourselves, waiting for some kind of punishment.
Yet Kakyoin and I also lash out in ways, become petty and sniping with our words.
So I think, if anything, I'm glad to be here as I am. For you both. Does that make sense?

...
it's not terrible

there was a part of me that always knew you'd be afraid
even before you told me
even before you asked me if i still love him
because i know you
and i know what hurts you and i know what makes you scared

and i know that there are some things that just
it doesn't matter how often someone else tells you otherwise
they don't just go away
you don't just stop being scared of them

i always thought that you and kakyoin would be good friends
not just because you're both connected to me
i just always figured you would understand each other

i told him i would use those vr machines to show him what happened when i fought dio
you know what he said?
he said only if i told you first
so that you would know what we were doing
i think because he thought doing it would be bad for me
and that even if he couldn't fix it, you could

maybe that's how it is for all of us
things that one of us can't fix, but maybe the other can

I think I might always have that fear.
That I won't be enough
Not because I doubt you, but I doubt me.

Kakyoin had mentioned the VR machines and your intent to use them.
I think that we should still tell him about Star first.
I can wait outside when you two go, just in case you both need me.
I wouldn't mind.

For the record, I do like him. And I can see why you do too.

yeah
it's that thing you're always going to be afraid of
i think i know what my thing is
and i think i know what kakyoin's is too
we all have one

i know you don't doubt me
but just the same i want you to hear me say it one more time
when i think about my future, you're always there with me
i want you there with me
i can't imagine going somewhere and not taking you with me

thank you for being there
i do need you
i don't know if i could do this without you
any of it

I cannot imagine my life without you, Jojo. Certainly not my future.
Not when there was a time I wasn't even sure if I'd have one.

Of course.
I will always be here for you.

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