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[lumberlady]

please excuse text.

i have question.

about egg children from before. some number of other people were having also, yes?

possible other people is happy because of feeling relief for no breeding or possible we become used to crazy happening in LUNATIA and so now there be no more shock... and no more need for question? i no know.

but i want know. people having more education and mind than i have answer? people who know magic? doctor things?

was flower child ever real child?

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[circumitus]

wait what

whats this about people having egg children

[Rey just balks at this text. She might have been living under a rock when all of this happened.]

[lumberlady]

[and Konoha sent out a notice telling people not to come to work too, so... by the time she’d been ready to tell people outside of the prospective sires... she’d been told it was an egg.

so there’d been nothing to happily announce. she can’t be annoyed at people for not knowing.]

in dragon breeding season

some MOONBLESSED get egg also. but no child inside just chroma plant.

[circumitus]

so

you laid an egg???

[lumberlady]

yes

did.

[circumitus]

fuck had no idea that shit was happening

didnt interact with people that much

did you want it to be a kid???

[lumberlady]

was possible good idea... before eggs was dragon breeding season and season spread to MOONBLESSED.

yes.

i want. always want.

[circumitus]

but why tho???

do you really think this is a place where youd have wanted to raise anyone
not knowing whether or not youd even still be here tomorrow??

[lumberlady]

many people say

but i think is wrong.

if i go back to my world, i still no know if i be here tomorrow. possible i am attacked by wolf on mountain. possible i catch sick. possible i die in childbirth. possible war begin again. possible i fall into river and drown.

why is different?

[circumitus]

fair point

not many people know when theyre going to inevitably kick it

[lumberlady]

is i 's meaning.

can not wait on having child because not knowing if will be here tomorrow.

is same all place.

i am in LUNATIA for over one year. could be in LUNATIA more years. possible die here.

so why.

[circumitus]

dont know why

never rly thought how some people might not be as jazzed abt the whole forced sterilization situation we have here

not that it was ever a concern before
always been sterile anyway

sorry for what youre going thru
shit sucks

[lumberlady]

i know is possible just i who is sad. or just few.

is fine for other women to be no worried.

i understand reason.

just want i 's reason to receive understanding also.

[circumitus]

wont lie never understood the appeal of it
but not going to fault yuou for your feelings bc you seem like youd make a great mom
not that opinion matters much

more or less have just accepted not being suited for that lifestyle and not everyone is the same

think its ok to feel sad and disappointd

[lumberlady]

in i 's world i know no women who no bear children... but i know other world is different. future japan world is different.

but i want. want to give love to child of i and husband.

wanted. all answer to POST say egg child was never real child.

now i feel like fool. LUNATIA has played cruel trick but i was fool for hoping.

[circumitus]

dont think youre a fool
tho it isnt cool of this place to make peple believe they were havng little egg kids
worried about what else its doing to our biology tbh

[lumberlady]

i also worry

if LUNATIA change

not just baby changes all other change too

will real world change back?

[circumitus]

dont know
never been sent back and returned and havent thought to ask that kind of thing before

was assuming thatd be the case since we woulsnt be dealing with the moon magic shit anymre

[lumberlady]

some i speak to say they go home and come back

say no time moving and body no change

just is hard to believe for sure will happen for all. no proof no promise.

[circumitus]

wouldnt be surprised if it IS true

still

have chosen to live by the words of "question everything" these days

[lumberlady]

i no like to question

want to just live...

but i know is not for LUNATIA.