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[orderslove]

How do you deal with guilt from something you haven't yet done...? Can you atone for it?

Oh, I apologize for the strange questions but I've been wondering somethings lately.

Like have you ever wondered what happens to us when we go home from this place?

Can we change our future with the knowledge we learn here or are we never able to stop our predestined fate?

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[shesgotguts]

do you think that someone maybe forced your hand?
if its not something you would ever do...
there are people who would be cruel and make others act against their beliefs
but again it hasnt happened yet so why worry?

yeah
taking the blame for the future seems like a rough move
theres only so much we can know and control

[orderslove]

[It then hits her...does Milly know as well? Did everyone know but just kept it from her? No, she can't think like that...but...]

I know it wasn't my choice...but I carried out the action.

do you have something you regret as well then?

[shesgotguts]

so you know that it wasnt your fault
you were doing something because someone made you and not because you chose to
ive done lots of things in my life because someone else thought i should do it and i couldnt say no then
dont let someone elses decisions for you weigh on your heart
i know thats kind of tough to do but its possible

me?
oh i have loads of regrets
but wishing theyd gone differently doesnt change them
if i get the chance to fix them in the future then ill do it
if i dont i just have to move on

[orderslove]

i just keep wondering if there was a way to stop it?

just keep moving forward then?

[shesgotguts]

maybe. maybe not.
its better if we dont think about the what ifs

absolutely! youve got the right idea now!
and if you need help im here for you
im milly ashford btw
hopefully we can keep moving forward together as friends ♥

[orderslove]

that makes sense.

Ashford? Wait are you Britannian then?

[She knows that family name. If this is the Milly she recalls she is a school mate of Suzaku and Lelouch. She's from the family protecting Lelouch and Nunnally.]

[shesgotguts]

britannian? yes i am! born and bred. i lived in the tokyo settlement though. left the homeland a while ago.

[it's all starting to click together, and if she's talking to who she thinks she's talking to now (which she's a little nervous about!), then oh boy. this whole discussion of fate got a lot heavier.]

are you britannian too? or are you from the e.u. or the chinese federation?

[orderslove]

Oh? Then you are who I thought you might be.

[Oh...how to say this? Well perhaps this might be worse...]

Yes, I'm from Britannia...my name is Euphemia.

[shesgotguts]

[aw shit]

and you are who i thought you were too...
forgive me for speaking so informally to you your highness
i didnt want to assume anything and i wanted to be as honest as i could with you
my mother would be furious if she knew i spoke to our princess so casually
so
i promise ill be on better behaviour next time

(everything i said was true though. we can still be friends if youd like. us britannians have to stick together!)

[there's a bit of unrest in her heart, but that's for another time.]

[orderslove]

please don't worry.
i dont hold any sort of title here.
please call me Euphie.

i would greatly like to be friends.

[shesgotguts]

then euphie, i would be glad to be your friend. would you like to go grab a drink or something? maybe get some ice cream? something to distract you from this?
idk if you want to be distracted but the offer is there
friends look out for each other yknow?

[orderslove]

That sounds lovely. Thank you very much, it's nice to make new friends.

[shesgotguts]

it is... isnt it?
i havent had many girl friends since i finished school
not girlfriends
i meant friends that are girls
but sometimes you just want female companionship more than anything
someone who gets you on a different level

anyway
should i swing by to get you?
or is it too soon?

[orderslove]

yes, I understand what you mean.

perhaps a little later...I believe someone I need to talk to is going to come by.

[shesgotguts]

[ah. "someone i need to talk to". can she get three guesses as to who that might be? she'll get it right if she does]

say no more!
the invite is always open
just let me know when youre free
i hope your conversation goes well ♥

[orderslove]

thank you, I really appreciate it.