dereban: ([m] 83)
inaba "100% dere" himeko ( 稲葉 姫子 ) ([personal profile] dereban) wrote in [community profile] prismatica2020-09-16 11:37 am

fifteen 💕 username: inaban

It's been a few months since I've had a proper post, so I suppose I should introduce myself.

Hey, I'm Inaba - I've been here for over a year now, so if anybody has any questions, feel free to lay them on me. A lot of my friends left two months ago, so I guess I'm partially doing this post to get to know new people. ヽ(∀° )人( °∀)ノ

I'm also interested in hearing about Moon Knights - I think some of you guys might be some? I was thinking of potentially getting some contacts, after all.

Anyway, it's already Iris cycle, and I guess... I got a break this month. No animal ears, none of the weird traits, nothing. I didn't even get affected by the cycle at the beginning of the month either, it's kind of crazy. ヽ(°〇°)ノ

In the interest of getting to know new people: let's play a game, shall we?

You have two options: 1) AMA. I've been here for over a year, am decently good with computers, and currently hold a job in programming. or 2) Give me a genre, and I'll craft a 'text adventure' story for you.

Or we can just chat. Your pick! ✨✨✨
rediscovering: (a discerning eye)

[personal profile] rediscovering 2020-09-17 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
1. no one has even looked into it? there's never been an escape attempt, ever? not even plans? that's absurd! how can that be??!

2. so there's little to no concern — as far as evidence otherwise gives us, at least — about what could be going on at home without us, everything's as... stable... as it was, basically. it's like being fully immersed in a daydream almost. like living a side life. am i considering this right??

3. i see. i've never seen anything like this technology here. electricity is the small lightning right? someone also told me "magic" when he explained what cameras/photographs/videos are on this thing... something about capturing light and shadows and colors, i don't understand how that works for the moving videos, but he said "just magic" when I asked further. there is no chroma and no little lightning inside things where i'm from but we have plenty of things powered by fire, which is the basically the same. lightning is fire. i'm really curious about this.
rediscovering: (oy gevalt)

[personal profile] rediscovering 2020-09-17 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
1. “plainer than most?” what does that mean? what do you need help with? I think it’s probably safe to say I’m not plainer than most

2. Why is everyone here so complacent?!?!! It’s infuriating since the day I got here!! What do you mean no one bothers??? WHY NOT seems like something pretty important for people to learn about but “it is what it is “ I guess OH WELL

that’s how people sound here
all the people who’ve been here a long time talk like this
sorry but I just don’t get it
“Nobody BOTHERS” why the hell not??!

3. thanks anyway...... I’ll research it. In my world people with strong control of fire can channel it into lightning. I think elements seem to work really differently elsewhere from what I’ve heard. I was just curious.
rediscovering: (pouting)

[personal profile] rediscovering 2020-09-19 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
1. I am one of those people on both accounts. what can I do?? I'm not comfortable sitting idly back acting like I'm useless

2. I understand at home it's worse for many people

technically it's far worse at home for me, too. I'm not returning to a peaceful complacent life like I have here

but I need to return. the ones who don't want to go back can stay, who cares, but why's the rest of the population just twiddling their thumbs???

3. thanks i guess
i was only curious cuz of the lightning
it sounded amazing in theory when i first heard it
maybe not so interesting in the end though
i thought it was some kind of super precise elemental bending. sounds like it's not.
rediscovering: (considering)

[personal profile] rediscovering 2020-09-19 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
1. what has happened to you here has changed you so much that you'd rather rewrite your destiny, either here or at home, than pick up your real life again?

2. sounds like propaganda to me. i think this place is a lot more sordid than they want us to think. i don't know how. i'm still new. but something's not right. a lot. but i don't trust any authorities here in the slightest.

3. there's a lot of technology here far beyond what's in my world. it's crazy. i don't think i'm interested in the finer mechanics. i'm no scientist. my head's spinning enough here.
rediscovering: (the shade of it all)

[personal profile] rediscovering 2020-09-19 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
1. Bullshit that destiny is bullshit!! you hold the reins, that's true, but you certainly didn't will yourself here — yet you so readily accept this life as your own, knowing you'll forget it, accept these experiences into your identity, find that deep meaning, yet still think it was chaos that granted you this part of yourself that you cherish so much now? that something like being spirited away this place is sheer coincidence? bullshit.

there has to be an explanation for the unexplainable. there's no such thing as coincidence, certainly not cosmic coincidences. destiny is just not as you ever imagine it will be. but you're responsible for it, and responsible for recognizing it. if you refuse to look your own fate in the face, you'll fuck up big time when you go off-course, and you'll feel it in your core.

2. I won't trust someone in a position of power just because they've also been spirited away here. weak common ground. I'll still interact and participate to learn, but I don't think my skepticism will die down anytime soon.
rediscovering: (on the other hand)

[personal profile] rediscovering 2020-09-25 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
i agree that we should put efforts into understanding why people forget. i get this. i haven't been here long so i don't feel this is so important but if you've been here a year or whatever i see why you would not want to forget. but there's no evidence otherwise, that anyone remembers this place when they go home, even if they come back. so you also need to be realistic, or make a full-force effort to make that mission realistic.

i think destiny did bring us here, and it'll bring us back, that much here i think is the most that can be counted on, actually, seeing as it's clearly some crazy cosmic rift and we have no control over this place. but that does not mean we shouldn't seek it still. destiny happens through people, not to people. even though we often can't see it or understand it. but we should try to determine it. shouldn't just resign to what's happening because it's happening.

destiny is like... walking in a forest. there's a path, maybe you take it, maybe you wander, but you're still making a path as you go breaking branches and stuff. so... that's what's happening. we wandered off the clear path. but obviously we're following some kind of path, even if we don't know where we're going, we pick whatever direction we pick for some reason. and the force that prompts us to go in that direction, that's following our destiny, and you're still in control even when you make your own path by breaking branches as you go along. so that's what we need to be doing here. breaking branches to make our own path home walking through the forest of destiny.


[ okay, many people kindly entertain him with his sentimental spiels about honor and destiny, but this nonsensical, pseudo-poetic, schmaltzy silver sandwich, metaphorical bullshit is just too much, what is he even talking about ]